Well. Update on my life.
Heres an update about my life first, then of course, a rant. can't forget those, can we?
Updates
~~~~~~~(Those are fun!)
1. I'm grounded. I have two hours a day ont he ocmp till saturday, then i have unlimited. I fucking miss unlimited time ;-; TWO MORE DAYS! Can't hang out till the 13th.Or 14th. Why would i wanna hang out those days iunno anyway. Its not friday.... Or saturday.
2. School started. It'll be slightly harder for j00 statespeople to find me. unless its the weekend. Then we're all good.
3. Yayyy for depression. That sentence speaks for itself.
Okay, enough updates.
Ranting time~
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Well. Mys chedule fucking sucks. SUCKS i tell you. i'm okay with everything but ONE class, which i either want a diff comp class or a completely differnet subject, but for the bastards to leave that alone otherwise. Well. A lot of people like my hair.. someone called me acopy cat oday (Who gives two shits. It was joking anyway, hopefully. ) Tuesday and wensday i've had migranes, today my stomach fuckign hurts like a bitch and i have no clue why. I'm also exhasuted x.x Alex is trying ot leave the net.... Which makes me horribly sad at the thought. Jesus, does he think no one will miss him? Everyone will mis shim! 3 months?! Jesus! Sigh... Depression sucks, y'know? I miss everyone... Fred... Hannah... Adam are the most talked about ones i talk to a frew close friends, especially Chris. He and i were never close, but we both miss fred and hannah... its really different without them. Also, chris is leaving after junior year which will suck. I mean, come on! Who the hell am i gonna have at senior year?! Adam... My big bro. Jesus i miss him. He goes to boot camp in oct... sigh... Then i'm just miserable, i miss -him- ( him is a friend irl, no name s or anything), barley knew him but i miss him... He gave mea small thing of happiness, which sometimes is the only reason i can go on a coupel tiems these few last days. I get to se ehim at x-mas break and all... but that seems so... far...far... away.
I'm lonely... all my friends have drifted off... Things will never be the same........
I hate depression.
Ciao.
PS. My journals will be public if i post for awhile because i'm currently not bothing with DA jouranl cause i'm gorudned and all. Ciao now.
Updates
~~~~~~~(Those are fun!)
1. I'm grounded. I have two hours a day ont he ocmp till saturday, then i have unlimited. I fucking miss unlimited time ;-; TWO MORE DAYS! Can't hang out till the 13th.Or 14th. Why would i wanna hang out those days iunno anyway. Its not friday.... Or saturday.
2. School started. It'll be slightly harder for j00 statespeople to find me. unless its the weekend. Then we're all good.
3. Yayyy for depression. That sentence speaks for itself.
Okay, enough updates.
Ranting time~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Well. Mys chedule fucking sucks. SUCKS i tell you. i'm okay with everything but ONE class, which i either want a diff comp class or a completely differnet subject, but for the bastards to leave that alone otherwise. Well. A lot of people like my hair.. someone called me acopy cat oday (Who gives two shits. It was joking anyway, hopefully. ) Tuesday and wensday i've had migranes, today my stomach fuckign hurts like a bitch and i have no clue why. I'm also exhasuted x.x Alex is trying ot leave the net.... Which makes me horribly sad at the thought. Jesus, does he think no one will miss him? Everyone will mis shim! 3 months?! Jesus! Sigh... Depression sucks, y'know? I miss everyone... Fred... Hannah... Adam are the most talked about ones i talk to a frew close friends, especially Chris. He and i were never close, but we both miss fred and hannah... its really different without them. Also, chris is leaving after junior year which will suck. I mean, come on! Who the hell am i gonna have at senior year?! Adam... My big bro. Jesus i miss him. He goes to boot camp in oct... sigh... Then i'm just miserable, i miss -him- ( him is a friend irl, no name s or anything), barley knew him but i miss him... He gave mea small thing of happiness, which sometimes is the only reason i can go on a coupel tiems these few last days. I get to se ehim at x-mas break and all... but that seems so... far...far... away.
I'm lonely... all my friends have drifted off... Things will never be the same........
I hate depression.
Ciao.
PS. My journals will be public if i post for awhile because i'm currently not bothing with DA jouranl cause i'm gorudned and all. Ciao now.