no lead in our zeppelin

Jul 23, 2011 20:30

It really bothers me that sometimes I disguise hurt with humility. If I could wake up tomorrow and be some kind of ruthless bitch that always expressed exactly how she felt, I'd totally do it.


It breaks my heart just thinking about what you might be doing right now. Words are words, and I am stupid for falling for these kind of idealistic expectations. I wish I could tell you to forget me, but that isn't what I want. At all.
I need to figure out how to tell you that you're a big huge hypocrite.
I would give just about anything to be able to swing by your house, pick you up, and head to our spot for a verbal vomit session right now. I miss your friendship so much.
I envy you. Plain and simple.
I have no idea how to NOT break your heart.

In other news, I fear I am losing my swagger. Hopefully, a gussied up trip to one of my favorite places with some of my favorite people will right this.

Here is some par-tay music to balance out the otherwise negative vibe I've got goin' on here.:

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