May 22, 2010 14:02
I really need to figure out what it is that's depressing me so much. Initially I thought it was just some sort of ptd/jet lag type deal, but it's been three days now. I hardly eat, I can't sleep, and I can't stand to be alone for more than a few moments. When I try to figure out what's wrong, I end up compiling this huge list of things I'm dissatisfied with, and I think it's making me even sadder in the long run.
I'm trying to just put all of this behind me and focus on being happy in the present, but that's not how my mind rolls. I need to understand what's wrong before I can determine how to make it right once and for all.
This is so unlike me. I hope it passes soon.
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