Interesting turn of events *The end of 2006*
Things have been.... quiet in the house that fen resides.
Work is work. But somehow the fuck I got sick on friday. Now this was an awesome thing however, not getting sick but the fact I have a 4 day weekend to recover from it is amazing. I got a new computer desk for christmas, along with some furniture and board games. Can't ask for much more.
Something else happened in the month of december. But i'll go into that later. I did however not in a million years think that anyone could be more of a selfish, inconsiderate, childish person. I guess even I can be blown away by it. Ever have someone like that? Whether it be family or in a relationship or whatever. You just give and give, till it hurts because you care, then they take the legendary "fuck you" knife right to your back.
I'm always one to analyze things completely (sometimes more than I should) but this... man takes the cake.
Happy New Year to all my friends. And on that note;
2006 aside from my job, was the most absolute shitty year for me. It's really been nothing but disapointment and heartache. My goals for 2007? To not be taken advantage of. Find someone who appreciates the concept of hard work, determination and true caring. Scale to the highest position for my current job and keep building my resume. Back to school. Finish school. Lose 100 pounds (i'm 384 if anyones wondering. at this point i'm not afraid to share, because everyone tells me I look nothing like anyone who would be that heavy).
Most of all?
Be happy. With myself.
Work is work. But somehow the fuck I got sick on friday. Now this was an awesome thing however, not getting sick but the fact I have a 4 day weekend to recover from it is amazing. I got a new computer desk for christmas, along with some furniture and board games. Can't ask for much more.
Something else happened in the month of december. But i'll go into that later. I did however not in a million years think that anyone could be more of a selfish, inconsiderate, childish person. I guess even I can be blown away by it. Ever have someone like that? Whether it be family or in a relationship or whatever. You just give and give, till it hurts because you care, then they take the legendary "fuck you" knife right to your back.
I'm always one to analyze things completely (sometimes more than I should) but this... man takes the cake.
Happy New Year to all my friends. And on that note;
2006 aside from my job, was the most absolute shitty year for me. It's really been nothing but disapointment and heartache. My goals for 2007? To not be taken advantage of. Find someone who appreciates the concept of hard work, determination and true caring. Scale to the highest position for my current job and keep building my resume. Back to school. Finish school. Lose 100 pounds (i'm 384 if anyones wondering. at this point i'm not afraid to share, because everyone tells me I look nothing like anyone who would be that heavy).
Most of all?
Be happy. With myself.