Bleh...
So...I guess it really is me against most of the world. Not against all the world, mind you. Just most of it.
Bleh...I should have seen it coming.
And I'm scared, because someone I love dearly is trying to help me, and I'm scared of what it might lead to. I have to be strong, and only take what I can handle, and need. But sometimes...well, that's hard. Because it's such a wonderful opportunity, if I get it.
It would mean leaving a lot of people I love and care about...if it happens. Which definitely isn't a certainty. Right now, it's only a maybe. And I don't know if I can. I don't know if I want to.
Even if people would kill for it.
I think I shall go away and be sad for a little while.
See you all later.
Maybe.
Bleh...I should have seen it coming.
And I'm scared, because someone I love dearly is trying to help me, and I'm scared of what it might lead to. I have to be strong, and only take what I can handle, and need. But sometimes...well, that's hard. Because it's such a wonderful opportunity, if I get it.
It would mean leaving a lot of people I love and care about...if it happens. Which definitely isn't a certainty. Right now, it's only a maybe. And I don't know if I can. I don't know if I want to.
Even if people would kill for it.
I think I shall go away and be sad for a little while.
See you all later.
Maybe.