freaking out
yeah.
so my graduatation application is due tomorrow, and i don't have any of the proper documentation for it, and now i have to call in sick to work tomorrow so i can run around campus like a crazy person and get it all done. I am praying to god that i can do it, because if i don't i am totally screwed!! of course this is completely my own fault, considering i was told about this oh, about 2 months ago. but i just forgot! and i was looking at my calender just now and i'm like "holy *&&*^$%#@$!!" it's due TOMORROW? why can't i *ever* keep up with things? i have paid all my bills late this month, i overslept for my fieldwork this morning, i am already out of money for the next two weeks, i have missed 2 appointments just because i compleatly forgot about them, i have showed up to work twice when i was not even supposed to be working, and i haven't handed in any assignment in on time in forever! WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME? oh yeah, I remember. I work two fucking jobs and am too exhausted for anything else. I really wish that i didn't have to work so much, but it's really not an option. what i could really use is a fucking vacation, or perhaps a clone of some kind that can remember all this shit for me. i'm sorry about this whine fest, but now i am wayyyyy too anxious to sleep and i can't accomplish anything until tomorrow morning when i can run around campus and pray to god i get all the signatures i need for this fucking thing. i also apologise for that crazy run on sentence that i just wrote. well it's not really a run on with the coordinating and suboordinating conjunctions in it, but i forgot all the commas. oh gee, yet another thing that i just plain forgot. see??? i'm falling apart! seriously, how do you people do it? all you people out there with a full time job and still managing school and life, please, write a pamphlet or something, because i need to do a serious life overhaul. *sigh* Gods help me!
P.S. i'll be home for thanksgiving 23rd-25th. anyone who wants some great vegetarian//italian food is welcome at my table. just give me a buzz beforehand!
<3
P.P.S.- someone pooped in the fittingroom at H&M the other day. second time it has happened since i have worked for the company. just wanted to put it out there so you all can share my disgust.
so my graduatation application is due tomorrow, and i don't have any of the proper documentation for it, and now i have to call in sick to work tomorrow so i can run around campus like a crazy person and get it all done. I am praying to god that i can do it, because if i don't i am totally screwed!! of course this is completely my own fault, considering i was told about this oh, about 2 months ago. but i just forgot! and i was looking at my calender just now and i'm like "holy *&&*^$%#@$!!" it's due TOMORROW? why can't i *ever* keep up with things? i have paid all my bills late this month, i overslept for my fieldwork this morning, i am already out of money for the next two weeks, i have missed 2 appointments just because i compleatly forgot about them, i have showed up to work twice when i was not even supposed to be working, and i haven't handed in any assignment in on time in forever! WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME? oh yeah, I remember. I work two fucking jobs and am too exhausted for anything else. I really wish that i didn't have to work so much, but it's really not an option. what i could really use is a fucking vacation, or perhaps a clone of some kind that can remember all this shit for me. i'm sorry about this whine fest, but now i am wayyyyy too anxious to sleep and i can't accomplish anything until tomorrow morning when i can run around campus and pray to god i get all the signatures i need for this fucking thing. i also apologise for that crazy run on sentence that i just wrote. well it's not really a run on with the coordinating and suboordinating conjunctions in it, but i forgot all the commas. oh gee, yet another thing that i just plain forgot. see??? i'm falling apart! seriously, how do you people do it? all you people out there with a full time job and still managing school and life, please, write a pamphlet or something, because i need to do a serious life overhaul. *sigh* Gods help me!
P.S. i'll be home for thanksgiving 23rd-25th. anyone who wants some great vegetarian//italian food is welcome at my table. just give me a buzz beforehand!
<3
P.P.S.- someone pooped in the fittingroom at H&M the other day. second time it has happened since i have worked for the company. just wanted to put it out there so you all can share my disgust.