i am so nervous.
This test anxiety sucks. As soon as I'm done typing this, I'm going to back to studying. So now, it's me alone, left to study. My roommate's parents came into town so he's been AWOL for the past few days, which has been nice. It gives me time to myself to study, but since I got back from the library at about 4:30, I've not done much. I finished watching Season 6 of Scrubs, which was AMAZING, spent 20 minutes to myself without TV or music, and then just kind vegged until now. Now I told myself I'm going to write a little entry, then read over my quant notes, and then go to bed early so I can wake up and repeat the whole process all over again.
I need this test to be over. It's a week from tomorrow and I'm so goddamn scared. I keep getting practice questions wrong and I'm making the most stupid mistakes. I'm a mess, really. As I said I can't wait until this is over.
There's so much on my mind, emotionally. I don't know what I'm doing, really. Every now and then I get this feeling like I'm not really myself. Maybe I'm losing my mind or something, I'm not really sure. I think more than anything else I feel lonely, but at the same time I do not want company. Not now.
Who knows?
Who knows?
Like most times I decide to write, I thought I had a lot more to say but alas I do not.
I need this test to be over. It's a week from tomorrow and I'm so goddamn scared. I keep getting practice questions wrong and I'm making the most stupid mistakes. I'm a mess, really. As I said I can't wait until this is over.
There's so much on my mind, emotionally. I don't know what I'm doing, really. Every now and then I get this feeling like I'm not really myself. Maybe I'm losing my mind or something, I'm not really sure. I think more than anything else I feel lonely, but at the same time I do not want company. Not now.
Who knows?
Who knows?
Like most times I decide to write, I thought I had a lot more to say but alas I do not.