Woes of Life and Life Ponderings
Life. What can anyone say about life other than it is. This has been the ponderings of my mind the past few days. Paticularly how life can be so good one moment and so bad the next. You see, life was good when I left this summer and now that I'm back in the fall it's so very bad. I guess that's what you call ironic. It's ironic that I go to a school...well we'll leave that rant for another day.
Can anyone tell the bubble's gotten to me today? Hmmm? Just a bit. Well, I think it's funny that when people get close they can tell when something is wrong with the other person without having to talk to them. For example: Ginger and I can sometimes tell when the other is having a really bad day. We know because we feel really really down all day and then we call the other to talk and find out about their day. Sometimes we don't even have bad days ourselves because of this but we just instinctively know and call each other. This is a sign of a good friendship. It is also a sign that Ginger and I listen to each other when we do talk and have come to find that we know when the other is trying to hide something (forget about the b-day party 'cause that's different!).
I say that because on Sunday James and I both had really really really bad days. He, if you read his xanga, nearly got blinded by an accident involving bleach and his eyes while I nearly got into 2 car accidents, one of which the guy nearly got out of his car to beat on mine. What makes mine so bad is that Friday I was driving to Focus (without directions!) and got lost from the group 6 times and nearly got hit 4 times just on the way there. Then on the way back Friday night I nearly got hit twice and a simi actually scratched my car and drove me off the highway. So now you can see how Sunday I was to the point of frustration and tears.
I wonder if God has somehow placed in each person the ability to know when things go wrong. I wonder this 'cause as soon as I called James and heard his voice I knew something bad had happened to him. I can't explain how I knew but I did. It also makes me wonder if my bad day or his bad day was caused by the other having a bad day. Okay that's enough of that 'cause now my brain hurts. :D Ne who, just thought I'd write some things down for pondering sake and to get them out of my head.
Oh! I applied to work at UPS today and I'm applying to be a professional nanny! :D *does happy dance* So maybe by this time next week I'll have a job!!!!!!!!!!!
Ja ne!
Can anyone tell the bubble's gotten to me today? Hmmm? Just a bit. Well, I think it's funny that when people get close they can tell when something is wrong with the other person without having to talk to them. For example: Ginger and I can sometimes tell when the other is having a really bad day. We know because we feel really really down all day and then we call the other to talk and find out about their day. Sometimes we don't even have bad days ourselves because of this but we just instinctively know and call each other. This is a sign of a good friendship. It is also a sign that Ginger and I listen to each other when we do talk and have come to find that we know when the other is trying to hide something (forget about the b-day party 'cause that's different!).
I say that because on Sunday James and I both had really really really bad days. He, if you read his xanga, nearly got blinded by an accident involving bleach and his eyes while I nearly got into 2 car accidents, one of which the guy nearly got out of his car to beat on mine. What makes mine so bad is that Friday I was driving to Focus (without directions!) and got lost from the group 6 times and nearly got hit 4 times just on the way there. Then on the way back Friday night I nearly got hit twice and a simi actually scratched my car and drove me off the highway. So now you can see how Sunday I was to the point of frustration and tears.
I wonder if God has somehow placed in each person the ability to know when things go wrong. I wonder this 'cause as soon as I called James and heard his voice I knew something bad had happened to him. I can't explain how I knew but I did. It also makes me wonder if my bad day or his bad day was caused by the other having a bad day. Okay that's enough of that 'cause now my brain hurts. :D Ne who, just thought I'd write some things down for pondering sake and to get them out of my head.
Oh! I applied to work at UPS today and I'm applying to be a professional nanny! :D *does happy dance* So maybe by this time next week I'll have a job!!!!!!!!!!!
Ja ne!