We were eachother's mistake.

[chibibubblegum]

It finally happened.
I thought it would have been more....well, "special" I guess.

Not just horomone driven, but perhaps underlying motives that meant something.
I was wrong.
But you won't tell me that I'm right, either.

I dropped the bombshell yesterday.
Why I need this to be settled; no more games.
Because it feels like the 1st time all over again.
I told myself I would never feel this way ever again.

This time it was my fault.
I blame you for not being forward.
You say 'you don't know' but I'm pretty sure you do.

I didn't want it to be bad; and I didn't want you to regret it.
All you said was 'it just didn't feel right' for you.
I wish you could have told me that it wasn't my fault.

Because my feelings are genuine.
And they know they are waiting.
For you to make up your mind; even though I already know.
Even if you don't.

I wish you'd just admit it.
Because this is hard.

And I don't want to mess it up, but we just aren't on the same page, anymore.
I wish we were.

Cos this hurts.
More than last time.
But maybe that's because I didn't expect it.

No, not from you.