DanDee.
I've had a busy, but enjoyable week.
I'm not too sure how to feel about some things.
i.e:
-my current situation with boobskas...
-how i kinda like someone else, but nothing happened when it could have so i don't think it will...
-eric is a compulsive liar, but i'm not sure if he's lying this time....
I've been working everyday this week and it's nice to have something to do, but it's nice to finally get this day off.
I have two papers to write. I finished my english paper and now i'm moving on to my psych paper. I also have to study for my psych test on tuesday.
but that's almost a full week. so i have time. =p
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i still think about him.
i don't mean to, but i do.
you don't spend close to 2 years of your life with someone to just forget them in a matter of months. so i'm going to guess that he still thinks about me, too.
i know i'm better off without him, but it's the fact that he's gone.
rather liberating, but loss of stability.
and i'm not talking to the one person who has stuck by me through it all, because i don't think he was there for all the right reasons. and someone i would want to be with is with someone else, but he had the chance and did nothing....so i don't think he wants it.
Fuck.This.Shit.
I want to find love.
Pure.Untainted.Love.
No conditions.
No underlying motivations.
Just raw emotion and caring.
That's what I want.
And it doesn't exist.
I might as well have asked for a dope-smoking-unicorn.
I'm not too sure how to feel about some things.
i.e:
-my current situation with boobskas...
-how i kinda like someone else, but nothing happened when it could have so i don't think it will...
-eric is a compulsive liar, but i'm not sure if he's lying this time....
I've been working everyday this week and it's nice to have something to do, but it's nice to finally get this day off.
I have two papers to write. I finished my english paper and now i'm moving on to my psych paper. I also have to study for my psych test on tuesday.
but that's almost a full week. so i have time. =p
XXeditXX
i still think about him.
i don't mean to, but i do.
you don't spend close to 2 years of your life with someone to just forget them in a matter of months. so i'm going to guess that he still thinks about me, too.
i know i'm better off without him, but it's the fact that he's gone.
rather liberating, but loss of stability.
and i'm not talking to the one person who has stuck by me through it all, because i don't think he was there for all the right reasons. and someone i would want to be with is with someone else, but he had the chance and did nothing....so i don't think he wants it.
Fuck.This.Shit.
I want to find love.
Pure.Untainted.Love.
No conditions.
No underlying motivations.
Just raw emotion and caring.
That's what I want.
And it doesn't exist.
I might as well have asked for a dope-smoking-unicorn.