Beginning and Endings
Allllllrighty then, this calender thing tells me i haven't posted since about August so i figure it's a bout time, right? Well i am going into my final semester of college. EXCITING and SCARY!! >.< Who knows what will happen, i guess that's the fun about the future. So last we left in Dej'as oh so exciting world, no was setting in. I am here to tell you said no and the no's who tired to conquer after it have been eradicated! MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA...HA...::cough cough:: ...um... HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAH. Ha! Whether or not the future holds some yes... well only my determination (which is renewed and strong like bull) and Wyrd will be able to tell. But I'm hoping for some yes. That in and of it self may be a change.
Hey so anyone else notice there are new relationships left and right? I guess when you pay attention you notice shit like that, but just a whole bunch of them kinda sprung up at once. It was weird. Me included (HA self centered segway!) So i have a new boyfriend, we have been going out for... what's today? Oh the 17th! Um a month and a few weeks. That sounds about right ::shrug:: He's nice, name's Joe. Still a "j" name!! What the hell is it with me?? I've dated 3 Josh's, 2 John's, 2 James (technically the first guy it was his middle name). I've got a bad affinity for J names. Weird conisidence. Since it's winter break though and he doesn't live in NYC... he lives in Bing actually, I've been playing the long distance game. Which i suck at, and it turns out he's not too great at it either. Which normally isn't too bad but well the last time i played this game i was engaged and my feelings bottomed out. Suffice to say i am a little worried about that. I think I'm entitled. Either way, what'll happen will happen. No sense in worrying about it. Not to mention i don't think our families will mingle too well. Me from NYC every one in my family is crazy in one way or another (except for my mom who is awesome) and a good half of my family hates one another. You know, the whole make'em smile as you slide in the knife kinda deal. Where as his family is close knit, loving, normal nuclear family. Close knit, watch each others back, protective type family... Won't mix well at all. It'll be like oil and vinegar. (and my family would be the vinegar). Suffice to say i am nervous about meeting his parents. Although most parents love me ::shrug:: Either way Valentines Day is on it's way and love is in the air, whether or not it is meant for me as well is not important.
So my love, my one and only, my psychic twin is in London, where i have just returned from so that i meant meet her family and spend more time with her. That i must say went famously. Her family is lovely. And i miss her, my love bug. The world is a little more lonely with her by my side. Hm... i started this entry in a good mood,,, oh LJ just dragging out the emo in people. >.< I'm setting up crap to go back to school...hmm pain in the chest i should consider quiting my new found habit. Meh. I'm gonna die anyway, might as well be happy doing what i want. Back to my tantalizing life. Getting ready for my last semester, i wanna learn more about my own religion because i am by no means a guru on it. I want to get shit done. And i think i will if i try enough. I don't wanna feel like i'm lost in a fog anymore, so i have put my foot down. Let's hope it works.
P.S. my birthday was dec 26th yay me being 21!!!
Hey so anyone else notice there are new relationships left and right? I guess when you pay attention you notice shit like that, but just a whole bunch of them kinda sprung up at once. It was weird. Me included (HA self centered segway!) So i have a new boyfriend, we have been going out for... what's today? Oh the 17th! Um a month and a few weeks. That sounds about right ::shrug:: He's nice, name's Joe. Still a "j" name!! What the hell is it with me?? I've dated 3 Josh's, 2 John's, 2 James (technically the first guy it was his middle name). I've got a bad affinity for J names. Weird conisidence. Since it's winter break though and he doesn't live in NYC... he lives in Bing actually, I've been playing the long distance game. Which i suck at, and it turns out he's not too great at it either. Which normally isn't too bad but well the last time i played this game i was engaged and my feelings bottomed out. Suffice to say i am a little worried about that. I think I'm entitled. Either way, what'll happen will happen. No sense in worrying about it. Not to mention i don't think our families will mingle too well. Me from NYC every one in my family is crazy in one way or another (except for my mom who is awesome) and a good half of my family hates one another. You know, the whole make'em smile as you slide in the knife kinda deal. Where as his family is close knit, loving, normal nuclear family. Close knit, watch each others back, protective type family... Won't mix well at all. It'll be like oil and vinegar. (and my family would be the vinegar). Suffice to say i am nervous about meeting his parents. Although most parents love me ::shrug:: Either way Valentines Day is on it's way and love is in the air, whether or not it is meant for me as well is not important.
So my love, my one and only, my psychic twin is in London, where i have just returned from so that i meant meet her family and spend more time with her. That i must say went famously. Her family is lovely. And i miss her, my love bug. The world is a little more lonely with her by my side. Hm... i started this entry in a good mood,,, oh LJ just dragging out the emo in people. >.< I'm setting up crap to go back to school...hmm pain in the chest i should consider quiting my new found habit. Meh. I'm gonna die anyway, might as well be happy doing what i want. Back to my tantalizing life. Getting ready for my last semester, i wanna learn more about my own religion because i am by no means a guru on it. I want to get shit done. And i think i will if i try enough. I don't wanna feel like i'm lost in a fog anymore, so i have put my foot down. Let's hope it works.
P.S. my birthday was dec 26th yay me being 21!!!