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So much had happened and I've been so lazy that really I haven't documented any of it. I'm dating someone. A wonderful someone. Rei is so wonderful and I love her to death. Yes you hear that right, I love her. Do I care that she's a woman? No. Not really. I mean I do. I love the fact that she has a vagina and boobs and smells good and is soft. And so, you know I care, but do I care that I'm a lesbian or gay or bi or whatever because of that? No. Not in the least. Rei and I love each other. And even though we've caused each other trouble, we still love each other no matter what.
However today the love was truly scary. Okay, so I'm at work, chilling and I go to get my phone and check and see if she's texted and it turns out she called me like a million times. This scared me because REI NEVER CALLS A MILLION TIME! ESPECIALLY NOT FROM HER CELL! And since I was at work I couldn't call her back - and so I texted. She sends me back a text saying, "Wicked. I just found out I'm dying." Well I knew she had to go to the hospital and do some tests and she'd been fainting and feeling weak and junk and omg, I started crying. And I don't mean your little small tears. I mean my hands were shaking, I couldn't breathe, tears were falling out like I had a leak. It was horrible. Finally, I told Ashley what happened - or at least a little of it, and she asked if I needed to call her.
And thus I did so. And I was crying and sobbing and couldn't breathe and my face was red and I looked horrible. And I called and Rei wasn't crying and she was just being normal and I was like "What's going on?!" AND IT TURNS OUT SHE JUST HAS LOW BLOOD PRESSURE! THAT SHE WAS KIDDING AROUND. Okay, how GAY is that? Seriously? I can't believe I shed tears because of that. I'm so stupid. D:
Anyway, going to spend the weekend at Rei's in two weeks I think? I'm not sure. We haven't really talked about it much - just she mentioned it. I'm really excited and want to take her out for a nice dinner or something. And then seduce her
Doing homecoming representative thing this Friday. I'm actually not sure what I have to do. I did buy a cute new grey suit for it, because I was told I needed a suit and I wanted a new one and yes! IT IS CUTE! AND I LOOK VERY SMART! SMART! ME! WHO IS REPRESENTING HIGH Q - WHICH IS LIKE HIGH IQ THUS I HAVE TO LOOK SMART?! I was going to represent drama but Mrs.. Yancey asked me to do High Q and I can't turn her down. Damn her and her niceness towards me.
Let's see...Um...doing another play this year. It's called, "He's Having A Baby." I play Summer Breeze. WTF? Yes. I am all new age-y. I'm even going vegetarian to help get in character and going to one of Gwen's PETA meetings.
Doing Senior Research Paper of Doom. It's about Lolita but my thesis is about corruption in America. Anyone want to lend a helping hand?
Working so much to save money up. Applying to UGA, UNC, Wittenberg, Oberlin, Nova Scotia, and probably UNCC as my just in case school. There was another school I was looking at but I forgot what it was. Oops? I heard from Wittenberg the other day and I'm pretty sure I might could get a full ride there. Well, not pretty sure - but it's a big possibility?
In fandom news...um...I miss Jin like crazy? He's like been gone for the past month. It was like - BAM! CARE SOLO! TWO SOLOS IN DREAMBOYS! HIM HOSTING SOCCER THING ON UTAWARA WITH CUTE SICK NOSE THING! AND NOW HE'S GONE?! D:
Koki's new haircut is cute. And, oh, WE HAVE A JAPANESE EXCHANGE STUDENT! YAY!
Kie is so cute and we go out with her every Friday, because her host family takes her NO WHERE! D: It's sad really. They don't even have a computer. WTF? But, I'm hoping that she could spend the night over here one day. She likes Johnny's - and really every other type of pop music in Japan - which is about how I feel. Thus we get along. Her favorite idol is Miyake Ken - which is strange because I was such a huge Okuta fan back in the days.
Um...There was more I was going to talk about like how emo I've been lately, but my emotions have been up and down and it hasn't all been emo - in fact there's been a lot of happiness, but a lot of emo lately too. So it's just a lot of feeling. I suppose that's not bad - per se, more like weird, as I feel really manic. D:
But, yes, um, more fandom...Kitty gYm is funny. And I love that one song Mike and Golf did Run For Your Love? I bought the limited edition so the DVD was funny. Not really, in fact it felt like a waste, but whatever I think I'd do anything for a gYm three way. OMG. And that would be really hot.
I've got like a ton of homework I should really be doing. A ton. Damn, and I want sex. D: or :D