Pewps
I feel like poop. I have so much crap in my throat and im so stuffed up i can barely breathe. Its hard to talk loud too so i am getting a lot of the older patients asking me 92831948 times "what what what"
its pretty lame
Plus im swallowing so many boogers that i am not too hungry. I havent really eaten much in the last 2 days. I had some chicken mcnuggets for lunch today and a chicken breast yesterday but thats it. blah.
At least i talked to rob yesterday. i asked him what was up and he was explaining that his mom was in the hospital for a hysterectomy ( i think i spelled that correctly) and he was just really worried and didnt really want to talk to anyone. i am glad i got to talk to him on the phone for a while though, it was nice to just chat. I still wish he would have told me what was going on. i still feel like were much more distant than we used to be. owell. He seemed like he was in a much better mood than of late. I guess having your mom in the hospital and having your parents go through a divorce all at the same time will do that to you.
Im going to watch Tropic Thunder with Rylan tonight. Im going to pick him up after work and then go get some stuff for drinks. Dont know how long hell stay over but itll be nice to have someone to hang out with. The place is a mess though from this weekend and i just didnt feel like cleaning up. Plus we have all this crap out in the other room for packing etc etc. owell im sure rylan wont give a shit lol.
UGH CANT BREATHE.
bad news about my grandma :( they think she might have pancreatic cancer. She has jaundice and they are going to test for the cancer tomorrow. They did a CAT scan and nothing came up there but they stiill want to check to make sure because its pretty likely for her symptoms.
If she has that, its really crappy. i was reading that people only have about 3-6 months to live after they have been diagnoised. I think its likely because she never took care of herself at all and smokes/drinks heavily which are both said to contribute to it. We should know by the end of this week.
I had to make an appointment to see an OBGYN :(
*TMI ALERT!!!!!!!!!!*
Everytime i have sex, i have really sharp bad pains in one specific spot. Weve made sure that it wasnt a lubrication problem and after last night i decided i needed to go in to see whats going on. Its been going on for about a month so im a bit worried that there is something there that is causing the pain.
Ugh.
At least i got in though, i was thinking that there wouldnt be any openings for this coming week but ill be going in on monday morning. monday is going to suck, i have that NASTY appointment in the morning and then super cardiologist appointment of death that afternoon. Hopefully though ill be able to go to NY with a clean bill of health.
Im assuming i tore something while having sex once and its never really gotten to heal.
Cross your fingers thats what it is...
ok sorry thats all done.
i cant wait for this week to be over.
Tim and Eric awesome show this friday!! Plus its my last day of work.
I honestly dont think a lot of people really care for me here and now, especially, with the time running out, people are being a bit cold.
Im doing as little work as possible though...owell
My mommy said she would buy me new glasses this weekend :D
I went and had a full eye exam and they said the glasses that i have now are straining my eyes because they arent the right prescription.
im excited :D i havent had new glasses in about 3 or 4 years. thanks mommy!!
We have to be all packed and ready to move out by next week thrusday.
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i am so glad i have no work next week or else wed be F'D. So much to do...but im being so lazy and not doing much.
i work best under pressure anyway :D
Some things though ive tried to do and its too early to do like cancel cable. they make you cancel it the same day you dont need it. just lame because thats the last thing i want to be thinking about when were moving out.
hmmm.
nothing much else to say.
hope everyone else is doing well.
its pretty lame
Plus im swallowing so many boogers that i am not too hungry. I havent really eaten much in the last 2 days. I had some chicken mcnuggets for lunch today and a chicken breast yesterday but thats it. blah.
At least i talked to rob yesterday. i asked him what was up and he was explaining that his mom was in the hospital for a hysterectomy ( i think i spelled that correctly) and he was just really worried and didnt really want to talk to anyone. i am glad i got to talk to him on the phone for a while though, it was nice to just chat. I still wish he would have told me what was going on. i still feel like were much more distant than we used to be. owell. He seemed like he was in a much better mood than of late. I guess having your mom in the hospital and having your parents go through a divorce all at the same time will do that to you.
Im going to watch Tropic Thunder with Rylan tonight. Im going to pick him up after work and then go get some stuff for drinks. Dont know how long hell stay over but itll be nice to have someone to hang out with. The place is a mess though from this weekend and i just didnt feel like cleaning up. Plus we have all this crap out in the other room for packing etc etc. owell im sure rylan wont give a shit lol.
UGH CANT BREATHE.
bad news about my grandma :( they think she might have pancreatic cancer. She has jaundice and they are going to test for the cancer tomorrow. They did a CAT scan and nothing came up there but they stiill want to check to make sure because its pretty likely for her symptoms.
If she has that, its really crappy. i was reading that people only have about 3-6 months to live after they have been diagnoised. I think its likely because she never took care of herself at all and smokes/drinks heavily which are both said to contribute to it. We should know by the end of this week.
I had to make an appointment to see an OBGYN :(
*TMI ALERT!!!!!!!!!!*
Everytime i have sex, i have really sharp bad pains in one specific spot. Weve made sure that it wasnt a lubrication problem and after last night i decided i needed to go in to see whats going on. Its been going on for about a month so im a bit worried that there is something there that is causing the pain.
Ugh.
At least i got in though, i was thinking that there wouldnt be any openings for this coming week but ill be going in on monday morning. monday is going to suck, i have that NASTY appointment in the morning and then super cardiologist appointment of death that afternoon. Hopefully though ill be able to go to NY with a clean bill of health.
Im assuming i tore something while having sex once and its never really gotten to heal.
Cross your fingers thats what it is...
ok sorry thats all done.
i cant wait for this week to be over.
Tim and Eric awesome show this friday!! Plus its my last day of work.
I honestly dont think a lot of people really care for me here and now, especially, with the time running out, people are being a bit cold.
Im doing as little work as possible though...owell
My mommy said she would buy me new glasses this weekend :D
I went and had a full eye exam and they said the glasses that i have now are straining my eyes because they arent the right prescription.
im excited :D i havent had new glasses in about 3 or 4 years. thanks mommy!!
We have to be all packed and ready to move out by next week thrusday.
o
m
g
i am so glad i have no work next week or else wed be F'D. So much to do...but im being so lazy and not doing much.
i work best under pressure anyway :D
Some things though ive tried to do and its too early to do like cancel cable. they make you cancel it the same day you dont need it. just lame because thats the last thing i want to be thinking about when were moving out.
hmmm.
nothing much else to say.
hope everyone else is doing well.