Apr 01, 2010 12:59
This feels like the worst day of my life, but I know it actually isn't. Since my practicum, I have lost all confidence in my skills and even the knowledge that I acquired. I feel dumb, and it's the most dishearting feeling in the world. I need to sit down and study my life away just to be successful because my marks are going down hill quickly.
I feel like I should just stay in school for another two years because I'm obviously missing quite a bit of knowledge they are trying to teach us. I hate feeling like this, like I'm some kind of unpopular failure at this program.
Even worse is the fact that I know I'm acting way too emotional about the whole thing, and that the feeling will pass. I just wish I was a better person and better at the things that I try at.
university,
f my life