Oh boy
Well it has been a really really long time since I updated. Well lots of shit has happened, my temper has gotten worse and I get a lot more depressed. In the last month alone I have had more suicidal thoughts, then I have had in the last 4 years. I realized it was because of these friends of my exs. They are always suicidal, and apprently they all told me I am the thing stopping them from killing themselves. Which is the biggest shock to me, but I got really worn down. On another note school is going good, I got all A's this quarter so yay for me! I am buying everyone's x-mas presents already. Which reminds got to david, linny, racheal, and all of them to ask what they want. I got to go visit them to lol. OOOOO guess what I get my permit in a month and a half!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!! lol, yea I miss them alot I think I was more stable around linny, dave, racheal, megan, christine, dan, jilly and all of them. It is really starting to wear me down lol.