....another day comes and goes...
You know...for starters I had a pretty decent day...Orientation went pretty good at Wal-Mart; even got to come home early. Went to Hastings and rented a few dvds (2 of which are anime of course)...then came home feeling hot..cause my car was like a sauna and me in a elbow length blouse did not help....but anyway came home and I was happy. Actually..to the point of jumping and skipping around...decided to go for a swim..and man did I go hyper there *listened to GB-which added to the hyperness* In the pool I noticed how hyper/happy I was and even mentioned or wondered how long it would last. I should of just kept my mouth shut cuase you know what....it did not last.
Here I sit in front of the computer...depressed yet again...about the same as I felt in my previous blog. I am soo stupid. And no one say I am not cuase I will not believe you. I am ...why you ask? I am stupid becuase I keep letting myself get into these depressive states, I am stupid becuase I do not even try to make it go away or perk myself up.....I am stupid for feeling this lonely cuase I miss my friends. I still have my friends...even if they are distances/miles away.
*sighs*Oh well....used to it either way. Well that is all..not going to go all out and vent like I did before. Ta ta for now!
Here I sit in front of the computer...depressed yet again...about the same as I felt in my previous blog. I am soo stupid. And no one say I am not cuase I will not believe you. I am ...why you ask? I am stupid becuase I keep letting myself get into these depressive states, I am stupid becuase I do not even try to make it go away or perk myself up.....I am stupid for feeling this lonely cuase I miss my friends. I still have my friends...even if they are distances/miles away.
*sighs*Oh well....used to it either way. Well that is all..not going to go all out and vent like I did before. Ta ta for now!