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I feel like I am hurting everyone, being a bitch to everyone, and pushing people away, people I don't want to alienate, like TJ. I just want to curl up in a ball and cry...but I can't, so oh well. I found out some stuff that made me sad, and I think there's something wrong with me physically. I am not well, and I have been hiding it from everyone, but I kinda had to say something when I got another nosebleed in my car in front Ashley today.
I had to skip dinner, I had a yogurt soothie, and I feel to...blarg to eat, and I hate that, because dinner looked really good, but I took a bite and i just didn't feel good.
I'm afraid to be alone tonight...
God I must sound so fucking LAME! Wa wa wa, sorry everyone for wasting your time.
I had to skip dinner, I had a yogurt soothie, and I feel to...blarg to eat, and I hate that, because dinner looked really good, but I took a bite and i just didn't feel good.
I'm afraid to be alone tonight...
God I must sound so fucking LAME! Wa wa wa, sorry everyone for wasting your time.