not a good night in the land of poptarts
i am lonely. my dad might have diabetes. this is not a good night. i wish i had someone to talk to. :(
ok, i want to talk about my thoughts
it makes me mad when i'm talking to someone (not gonna mention names because maybe it's not just one person) and i bring up something, and then they say something that pisses me off, something that i kinda thought they might say, but was hoping they wouldn't because they should know by now that it pisses me off. i know they can't help it, but the worst part is if i tell this person that it makes me mad, this person gets all offended and gets mad at me about it. the thing that just happened made me a little angry, i don't know why this person says the things they do or does the things they do sometimes, except maybe this person needs attention, or to feel special. but i really wish i could talk to this person about it without him/her becoming all defensive and angry at me. *sighs* oh well.
oh yah
i forgot, i don't think any of you have ever read my favorite poem.....don't worry, it's short....
Four Room Shack -Robert Frost
Four room shack aspiring high
With an arm at scrawny mast
For the visions in the sky
That go blindly pouring past
Hope you're satisfied to the last
someday i'll take this poem and use it for my art thingy, but i have a few things i have to get/do first.
*goes back to staring mindlessly at the television screen while wrapped up in a balnket*
ok, i want to talk about my thoughts
it makes me mad when i'm talking to someone (not gonna mention names because maybe it's not just one person) and i bring up something, and then they say something that pisses me off, something that i kinda thought they might say, but was hoping they wouldn't because they should know by now that it pisses me off. i know they can't help it, but the worst part is if i tell this person that it makes me mad, this person gets all offended and gets mad at me about it. the thing that just happened made me a little angry, i don't know why this person says the things they do or does the things they do sometimes, except maybe this person needs attention, or to feel special. but i really wish i could talk to this person about it without him/her becoming all defensive and angry at me. *sighs* oh well.
oh yah
i forgot, i don't think any of you have ever read my favorite poem.....don't worry, it's short....
Four Room Shack -Robert Frost
Four room shack aspiring high
With an arm at scrawny mast
For the visions in the sky
That go blindly pouring past
Hope you're satisfied to the last
someday i'll take this poem and use it for my art thingy, but i have a few things i have to get/do first.
*goes back to staring mindlessly at the television screen while wrapped up in a balnket*