Alone Deep In My Hole

[chibi_frootloop]

The entire world moves so swiftly around me,
I, myself, invisible to all, am moving along slowly.
Everyone oblivious to me,
I'm also oblivious to the world.
Alone now, sitting in solitude.
Quietly watching all that goes on,
Nobody notices, they just ignore me.
Nobody cares, they never say hi.
They don't even show a little concern.

Down here deep in my hole,
It's dark and cold inside.
Over the years, it has gotten deeper.
Over the years, it has gotten colder.
The more they forget,
The more they ignore,
I fade away into the background.
I'm just an object frozen in space,
Here in this cold little place.

People walk all over me as if I were a rug.
People hurt me as if I don't have feelings,
I'm completely gone now.
I'm alone, all by myself.
Deep inside this hole of mine;
It has a barrier now,
Built up ten times strong.
No one could ever enter now.
They may try, but they're doomed to give up.

Now, I'll be gone soon,
Hopefully, to a better place.
The hole is so big down here,
Twenty more could join.
I can never get hurt again.
I can never be loved.
Try as I might,
I'll never escape.
I'll be here for a long time.

I'm in too deep now.
I'm gone to the world.
I'll be gone soon,
Maybe, it will be better then.
I'll be gone soon,
And no one will notice.
I'll be gone soon,
On my grave it will say:
"Here lays Jane Doe.
One who was forgotten to the world.
Lost deep in her hole."