May 12, 2009 07:49
Today I feel like a scatter of people trying to survive the ocean in a life raft. There is so much water and no shore, watching the sharks swim below us just waiting for us to give up. As we try what we can too stay sane and feed, no matter what we do it seems not to matter for the days are long and sun beats down. Its a feeling of waiting to drown... I hate feeling like this, like the world is just to big and i can't find the shore ... i hope it passes soon, before the sharks start nibbling my toes.