Apr 28, 2005 17:27
Being abroad makes me realize exactly how big the world is and how little I am. I thought being away from Grinnell would rejuvenate me. I thought i needed a break from cynicism and I found it. But I find myself scared. Like when I was five and would cry at night because i was so certain that THIS was the night that the vampires would come and get me. Not much has changed; I´m still scared. But this time I´m not crying and it´s people, not vampires, that haunt my nights.