I love andrew...
(wow, lj changed it's layout. that's awesome)
I was making andrew's gift last night and it just came to me... i realized how much I love Andrew. I realized that if i could I would move the world for him. I was detailin a drawing and fuck, i was ready to rip the paper off cos it was so annoying and hard but nah, i thought to myself "this is for andrew... you just want it to be perfect." I gez that concept could be placed in our relationship. It's hard to draw my "picture" with andrew. it's hard to detail it and it'll make you wanna rip your head off or something but... you know, it' ok. everything fine and perfect. Perfect cos i see that there's beauty in distortion and there's humor in misfortune.
And with him "im dying to live until i'm ready to die." We're both trying so hard to live. The only time we'll both be ready to die is when we're settled down and have done everything possible. So, yah... i realized how much i love that guy and yah, geez, i love him like fuckin crazy. i don't think ill love anyone the way i love him. it's crazy but FUCKIN AWESOME. It's different when you say you love someone from saying it when you acutally know the reasons why you love that someone.
CHEEZINESS....!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA Go Carms! But hey! i meant every word. nyhahaha.
I LOVE ANDREW.
(sana he reads this... hahaha hint hint to my friends)
You know what started alll of this?!???!! Feels like Home - Chantal Kreviazuk! shet. shet. hahahha love that song :P
"and if you knew how happy you are making me. i never thought that i could love anyone so much. it feels like home to me. it feels like home to me. it feels like im home all the way back where i come from."
I wanna join a band and audition for a show and play LIFE'S A BITCH by Shooter. hahahahaha!!!! man that will be soooo cool. oh my god...
SONGS TO PLAY IF GIVEN THE CHANCE TO PLAY ON REALLY BIG STAGE IN FRONT OF SO MANY PEOPLE MY AGE OR YOUNGER:
1. Life's a Bitch - Shooter
2. Teenage Dirtbag - Wheatus
3. Anyway You Want It - Journey
4. Footloose - Kenny Loggins (i know how to play the drums of this song. hahahahaha)
5. Jukebox - The Flirts
6. Burning Love
7. I wanna be sedated - offspring
MANY MORE
My song for andrew is Burning Love (version of Wynonna)
OH YES!!!!!!!!!! God, sex will be so hot if that song is played when im with him... HAHAHAHA
Lord almighty,
I feel my temperature rising
Higher higher
It's burning through to my soul
Baby, baby, baby,
You gonna set me on fire
My brain is flaming
I don't know which way to go
Your kisses lift me higher
Like the sweet song of a choir
You light my morning sky
With burning love
Ooh, ooh, ooh,
I feel my temperature rising
Help me, i'm flaming
I must be a hundred and nine
Burning, burning, burning
And nothing can cool me
I just might turn into smoke
But i feel fine
Cause your kisses lift me higher
Like a sweet song of a choir
And you light my morning sky
With burning love
It's coming closer
The flames are reaching my body
Please won't you help me
I feel like i'm slipping away
It's hard to breath
And my chest is a-heaving
(hahahahaha!!! hot man... i will feel this if i see andrew standing shirtless in front of me)
Lord of mercy
Burning a hole in me
Cause your kisses lift me higher
Like the sweet song of a choir
You light my morning sky
With burning love
With burning love
Ah, ah, burning love
(Andrew will sing this part for me)
I'm just a hunk, a hunk of burning love
Just a hunk, a hunk of burning love
Just a hunk, a hunk of burning love
Just a hunk, a hunk of burning love
Just a hunk, a hunk of burning love
Just a hunk, a hunk of burning love
NEXT SONG::::
Well its been building up inside of me
For oh I don't know how long
I don't know why
But I keep thinking
Something's bound to go wrong
But she looks in my eyes
And makes me realize
And she says "Don't worry baby"
Don't worry baby
Don't worry baby
Everything will turn out alright
Don't worry baby
Don't worry baby
Don't worry baby
I guess I should've kept my mouth shut
When I started to brag about my car
But I can't back down now because
I pushed the other guys too far
She makes me come alive
And makes me wanna drive
When she says "Don't worry baby"
Don't worry baby
Don't worry baby
Everything will turn out alright
Don't worry baby
Don't worry baby
Don't worry baby
She told me "Baby, when you race today
Just take along my love with you
And if you knew how much I loved you
Baby nothing could go wrong with you"
Oh what she does to me
When she makes love to me
And she says "Don't worry baby"
Don't worry baby
Don't worry baby
Everything will turn out alright
(tangina... im melting...)
Don't worry baby
Don't worry baby
Don't worry baby
Okay, enough na... hahahahaha!!!!
last statement: I love andrew.
I was making andrew's gift last night and it just came to me... i realized how much I love Andrew. I realized that if i could I would move the world for him. I was detailin a drawing and fuck, i was ready to rip the paper off cos it was so annoying and hard but nah, i thought to myself "this is for andrew... you just want it to be perfect." I gez that concept could be placed in our relationship. It's hard to draw my "picture" with andrew. it's hard to detail it and it'll make you wanna rip your head off or something but... you know, it' ok. everything fine and perfect. Perfect cos i see that there's beauty in distortion and there's humor in misfortune.
And with him "im dying to live until i'm ready to die." We're both trying so hard to live. The only time we'll both be ready to die is when we're settled down and have done everything possible. So, yah... i realized how much i love that guy and yah, geez, i love him like fuckin crazy. i don't think ill love anyone the way i love him. it's crazy but FUCKIN AWESOME. It's different when you say you love someone from saying it when you acutally know the reasons why you love that someone.
CHEEZINESS....!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA Go Carms! But hey! i meant every word. nyhahaha.
I LOVE ANDREW.
(sana he reads this... hahaha hint hint to my friends)
You know what started alll of this?!???!! Feels like Home - Chantal Kreviazuk! shet. shet. hahahha love that song :P
"and if you knew how happy you are making me. i never thought that i could love anyone so much. it feels like home to me. it feels like home to me. it feels like im home all the way back where i come from."
I wanna join a band and audition for a show and play LIFE'S A BITCH by Shooter. hahahahaha!!!! man that will be soooo cool. oh my god...
SONGS TO PLAY IF GIVEN THE CHANCE TO PLAY ON REALLY BIG STAGE IN FRONT OF SO MANY PEOPLE MY AGE OR YOUNGER:
1. Life's a Bitch - Shooter
2. Teenage Dirtbag - Wheatus
3. Anyway You Want It - Journey
4. Footloose - Kenny Loggins (i know how to play the drums of this song. hahahahaha)
5. Jukebox - The Flirts
6. Burning Love
7. I wanna be sedated - offspring
MANY MORE
My song for andrew is Burning Love (version of Wynonna)
OH YES!!!!!!!!!! God, sex will be so hot if that song is played when im with him... HAHAHAHA
Lord almighty,
I feel my temperature rising
Higher higher
It's burning through to my soul
Baby, baby, baby,
You gonna set me on fire
My brain is flaming
I don't know which way to go
Your kisses lift me higher
Like the sweet song of a choir
You light my morning sky
With burning love
Ooh, ooh, ooh,
I feel my temperature rising
Help me, i'm flaming
I must be a hundred and nine
Burning, burning, burning
And nothing can cool me
I just might turn into smoke
But i feel fine
Cause your kisses lift me higher
Like a sweet song of a choir
And you light my morning sky
With burning love
It's coming closer
The flames are reaching my body
Please won't you help me
I feel like i'm slipping away
It's hard to breath
And my chest is a-heaving
(hahahahaha!!! hot man... i will feel this if i see andrew standing shirtless in front of me)
Lord of mercy
Burning a hole in me
Cause your kisses lift me higher
Like the sweet song of a choir
You light my morning sky
With burning love
With burning love
Ah, ah, burning love
(Andrew will sing this part for me)
I'm just a hunk, a hunk of burning love
Just a hunk, a hunk of burning love
Just a hunk, a hunk of burning love
Just a hunk, a hunk of burning love
Just a hunk, a hunk of burning love
Just a hunk, a hunk of burning love
NEXT SONG::::
Well its been building up inside of me
For oh I don't know how long
I don't know why
But I keep thinking
Something's bound to go wrong
But she looks in my eyes
And makes me realize
And she says "Don't worry baby"
Don't worry baby
Don't worry baby
Everything will turn out alright
Don't worry baby
Don't worry baby
Don't worry baby
I guess I should've kept my mouth shut
When I started to brag about my car
But I can't back down now because
I pushed the other guys too far
She makes me come alive
And makes me wanna drive
When she says "Don't worry baby"
Don't worry baby
Don't worry baby
Everything will turn out alright
Don't worry baby
Don't worry baby
Don't worry baby
She told me "Baby, when you race today
Just take along my love with you
And if you knew how much I loved you
Baby nothing could go wrong with you"
Oh what she does to me
When she makes love to me
And she says "Don't worry baby"
Don't worry baby
Don't worry baby
Everything will turn out alright
(tangina... im melting...)
Don't worry baby
Don't worry baby
Don't worry baby
Okay, enough na... hahahahaha!!!!
last statement: I love andrew.