Jun 15, 2005 21:56
I desperately need summer. I've felt so stressed and busy lately and I just need time to meditate on life and wake up my hibernating creative side. My latest frustration is that paint kits dont have larger tubes of white paint. I just got some new paint but the white is going fast. I need DASAC. I can't wait to go back and live in the darkroom. I miss the darkroom. I even miss the smell of chemicals on my hands. As toxic as they can be they make me feel lke ive accomplished something, like i have something going for me and im not just like everyone else. Actually thats what all my art makes me ffeel like.
Man i really feel uninspired and average right now. School kills creativity. ahhh. actually i can't wait for ceramics next year. First of all its with Lindsay, an incrediably amazing person. Second of all, its ceramics, another one of my favorites. Now that i think of it i miss clay. Something about bringing life to a blob of clay feels incrediable. Especially making faces as you gently create life through your fingers.
sorry that this entry means absolutely nothing but i needed to get this out
I wish I was a seagull
I hope eisles (spelling?) dont fit in dorm rooms so i can take lea's.