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Buh. Everything has been really strange for me recently. I have been feeling so down about my illness and the fact very few people understand my feelings. At the moment I'm in a battle with the incapacity benefits people because they stopped my benefits because I "didn't get enough points" on their Ill scale or whatever. They don't care that I have been ill for 5 years, or even that I have countless notes from my doctor and speiclaist. Looks like I'm gonna have to get a job. I spend the rest of the day sleeping it off.
I want to work, but its so hard for me. I get worn out so easily. I spend half my day sleeping as well as all night. I can only concentrate for an hour without needing rest. After that my headache gets really painful and I need to sleep for hours. It really sucks to be me >.<
I have been getting so down recently I have been putting strains on the people I love, and I'm very sorry. I don't mean to hurt you :(
As well as being depressed with life I'm also very happy at the moment. (if that is possible) After wondering the internet for 2 years after AZUK changed so much I couldn't stay there anymore, I have finally found a place to belong, and I feel much more welcome and wanted there as well.
FFXI has given me a new lease of life. As well as making many friends and feeling wanted, I also get to be around lots of people. I don't talk to everyone I see wandering around, but its good to know there are loads of real people surrounding me. I don't feel so lonesome.
I really love the Linkshell I am part of. Everyone is so supportive. Even If I can't level much because partying for to long kills my head.
I guess I'm one of those gamers who plays for the sights and the people, rather than the leveling.
Our Linkshell has a forum, and the admin made me a Moderator of my own little section called Kafei's corner. Since I draw a lot I have been offering my art for donations of Gil, and its gotten so popular its scary O.o At this rate my Taru will never go hungry again! (Not that he was ever starving, what with all the cookies and pies I have to eat)
I can't believe I got my own little section, and that I'm a mod, even though its only my corner I moderate.
My Avatars. I put so much hard work into these.
Look at them blink!! *dies*
I want to work, but its so hard for me. I get worn out so easily. I spend half my day sleeping as well as all night. I can only concentrate for an hour without needing rest. After that my headache gets really painful and I need to sleep for hours. It really sucks to be me >.<
I have been getting so down recently I have been putting strains on the people I love, and I'm very sorry. I don't mean to hurt you :(
As well as being depressed with life I'm also very happy at the moment. (if that is possible) After wondering the internet for 2 years after AZUK changed so much I couldn't stay there anymore, I have finally found a place to belong, and I feel much more welcome and wanted there as well.
FFXI has given me a new lease of life. As well as making many friends and feeling wanted, I also get to be around lots of people. I don't talk to everyone I see wandering around, but its good to know there are loads of real people surrounding me. I don't feel so lonesome.
I really love the Linkshell I am part of. Everyone is so supportive. Even If I can't level much because partying for to long kills my head.
I guess I'm one of those gamers who plays for the sights and the people, rather than the leveling.
Our Linkshell has a forum, and the admin made me a Moderator of my own little section called Kafei's corner. Since I draw a lot I have been offering my art for donations of Gil, and its gotten so popular its scary O.o At this rate my Taru will never go hungry again! (Not that he was ever starving, what with all the cookies and pies I have to eat)
I can't believe I got my own little section, and that I'm a mod, even though its only my corner I moderate.
My Avatars. I put so much hard work into these.
Look at them blink!! *dies*