At last...Sleep.
I finished the essay.
I feel relatively fulfilled today. It's been good. I should finally get that sleep I want.
I'ts funny. I got a call from an old friend today. He's coming to visit on Thursday. I'm kinda pumped, but I truly shouldn't be. He's cool now, but I always have this feeling of immense hate in the corner of my mind I can't seem to fully conquer. Ours is a long story, and full of laughs and tears. It has a sad ending, and it troubles me to think about it. I can't get it out of my head. I'm usually positive and optimistic, but this is one of the only times in my life that I feel much regret, and wish it could've ended different. You ever have that feeling where you look at someone you once worshipped, and feel disgust and pity instead of the old feelings? I shouldn't probably put such a dark entry here, but I needed to get it out. I probably won't introduce him to any of you, so don't expect it. Gosh, you'd think I'd tell him not to visit me, but for some reason, I have to see how he is. For good, or for bad. Rrgh, this entry shall taint my journal forever.
Sorry guys.
Good night, and may all your dreams be pleasant.
I feel relatively fulfilled today. It's been good. I should finally get that sleep I want.
I'ts funny. I got a call from an old friend today. He's coming to visit on Thursday. I'm kinda pumped, but I truly shouldn't be. He's cool now, but I always have this feeling of immense hate in the corner of my mind I can't seem to fully conquer. Ours is a long story, and full of laughs and tears. It has a sad ending, and it troubles me to think about it. I can't get it out of my head. I'm usually positive and optimistic, but this is one of the only times in my life that I feel much regret, and wish it could've ended different. You ever have that feeling where you look at someone you once worshipped, and feel disgust and pity instead of the old feelings? I shouldn't probably put such a dark entry here, but I needed to get it out. I probably won't introduce him to any of you, so don't expect it. Gosh, you'd think I'd tell him not to visit me, but for some reason, I have to see how he is. For good, or for bad. Rrgh, this entry shall taint my journal forever.
Sorry guys.
Good night, and may all your dreams be pleasant.