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hello again.
i think about writing all the time. and don't. this seems to be a theme.
i think about doing lots of things- traveling, reading, running, helping, hurting, wondering, yoga-ing, meditating, quilting (or at least learning), planning... and don't. c'est la vie. mine, at least.
used to be: i'd journal on myspace... but now- its almost too public. or maybe i think that people won't understand what i have to say. or that im just on repeat... because the same themes come up over and over again in my writing. often, it's just my spiritual outlet- a way to monitor and record and reflect upon my growth (or lack thereof) and understanding (or lack thereof). and i spend a lot of time on the same lessons- being present, being responsible, being the cause, being being, etc etc etc. but i know that these are my lessons to learn, and sometimes i think they might get boring to other people. maybe not. maybe so.
so its nice to write again. to see words appear on the screen as quickly as i can type them. to create. i love that: the ability to create. something from nothing. i think thats really nifty.
anyways. hopefully i'll show up here more.
its all up to me, anyways.
happy thursday
i think about writing all the time. and don't. this seems to be a theme.
i think about doing lots of things- traveling, reading, running, helping, hurting, wondering, yoga-ing, meditating, quilting (or at least learning), planning... and don't. c'est la vie. mine, at least.
used to be: i'd journal on myspace... but now- its almost too public. or maybe i think that people won't understand what i have to say. or that im just on repeat... because the same themes come up over and over again in my writing. often, it's just my spiritual outlet- a way to monitor and record and reflect upon my growth (or lack thereof) and understanding (or lack thereof). and i spend a lot of time on the same lessons- being present, being responsible, being the cause, being being, etc etc etc. but i know that these are my lessons to learn, and sometimes i think they might get boring to other people. maybe not. maybe so.
so its nice to write again. to see words appear on the screen as quickly as i can type them. to create. i love that: the ability to create. something from nothing. i think thats really nifty.
anyways. hopefully i'll show up here more.
its all up to me, anyways.
happy thursday