Tear me away from the past that holds me today...

[chi_chobit]

There are things they will never know, it's better this way.

"All these places have their moments
With lovers and friends I still can recall
Some are dead and some are living
In my life I've loved them all

But of all these friends and lovers
There is no one compares with you
And these memories lose their meaning
When I think of love as something new
Though I know I'll never lose affection
For people and things that went before
I know I'll often stop and think about them
In my life I love you more"

The memories of prior times fill my still trusting heart.
And i've said things that I did regret,
and i've done things I don't regret.
I'm finding myself along a dark and broken road.

I've danced with death and i've layed with cupid.
Laughing and crying with each of them.
They arent so different, the two of them.
And i dont regret a thing.

I've crawled back to several lovers
those days are over.
I no longer sacrafice my pride.
For it's all i have left these days.

I've written your name upon my skin
and I smile upon it now.

I've begged you for another chance
yet these knees have healed.

And ive shared with you my secrets
I wonder if you remember them.

And i've broke myself down
but you didnt build me up.

And all of you have spent your time upon my deepened breath.
And each of you has hurt me more and deeper then the rest.
Ive layed my head upon your chests and listened to your heart.
And i've prayed a thousand prayers we'd never tear apart.
But here we stand alone you see.
I never would have thought. 
And i can only ask of you to 
please forget me not.

just love
-cilla