Jun 27, 2007 02:44
so i can see coming onto this thing was pretty fucking pointless. this place sucks balls but then again so does everything else. im out of high school but im not as happy as i thought i would be. i'd say thats about one of the most disappointing things ever. everything just seems to be getting worse.fuck it. fuck it hard.i find myself questioning everything. i cant be content with what it is. iv become greedy and inconsiderate. oh yes... im bitter. i cant stand my parents and the fact that every time they set eyes on me its something negative that comes out of their mouths... doesnt help...constant negativity. i want out... i dont want to have to hate being near them but that is what it has come down to. thats shit.
its no wonder my sisters dont come around.i dont blame them.
one thing i just cant seem to tolerate any longer is fake people. please , can you guys just cut the horse shit and be your true selves?!how long will you keep up this shroud.youre dirty caniving people. the best thing to do is to come clean. there is no need to lie...we know you suck as human beings but its ok as long as you know how to admit it.shit, i know iv been a bitch but i at least admit it.im not innocent but i know how to come clean and i just wish you knew how to too. you know who are...
i can honestly say that i have changed... and i think i may owe some of that the fake ass bitches iv come across.some of them werent even a direct effect but threw observation.that brief passage wasnt particularly aimed at anyone. it was a general statement i guess. i have learned to cut out anyone who was doing any damage to me. i definitely care less about other peoples opinions. i have learned to accept things as they are. doesnt mean i like it but i accept it. all this shit probably doesnt even make sense because i havent stayed up this late in fucking ages.WHATEVER i can care less. this is likely to be the last entry i will ever write in this gay ass journal so suck it and suck it hard. hats off to ya bitches.