The Start
I've never really got into these kind of things on the internet. Never liked keeping notes on things I don't trust in the hands of others. But things have been getting to the point I must let loss every so often. So here we go.
One thing that has been bugging me as of late is the increasing messages to my boyfriend (James) from his Ex.(Bitch Pants McSlutty) I want to go up to her and tell her to piss off, because he's mine, always has been , and never will want her again. I want to be mean to her. This is a rare chance for me to be like this. Hell, I had a Husband to be ( which was a complete Jack Ass, but that's beside the point) and I find out that he's be sleeping around. ( Doesn't help that I was in Ontario and he was in BC. Fucking dick head... Back to the point) I didn't really care much, hell it didn't really matter. At that point, it hit me. I really didn't love him like I though I did. We had been going off and on for the last 5 years and he just up and fucks another girl... right like I'm going to stay after that. Well before I am able to break it off with him. He phones me ( By The Way , I took my Vacation to go see him in BC , find out what happens, he's a fucking DushBag) about two days after I return home. There and then, " I can't do this" ... I was like "GOD DAMN IT YOU FUCKING DICK WOD CUNT". That was my waste of three months. That's right we were again together for a very small amount of time. Back to the other topic. I wasn't as made with him as I am with this chick. Want to know why???
I love James with all my heart.
Me and James had been going out for about three years before I broke it off. I broke it off because I thought I knew what I wanted. I was SOO WRONG. I spent a year of literally hell, blood, tears and pain. I was kicked out of my parents around November of 2006. Lived with a good buddy of mine Dan and his girlfriend (Sherrie), and her mom(Robin) + mom's boyfriend ( Mark, soon to be husband). Wasn't to bad till Mark got all pissy at me and what not. So after a year of the "Dirty Town House" that seems like I was the only one cleaning. Ya that got boring really fast. I moved back in with my parents in Dec 2007. That's right one year later. If I had it my way I would have kicked everyone else out. (LOL) No not really. That would be to mean.
So James and I have been together since Sept - Oct 2007. If I could go back in time I would have never broken it off. We would be in a stronger relationship and I would have had time to spend with my little Nephew Zack ^o^.
So that brings us up to today. Its Tues. so that means I go to a Goth bar , get a drink or to and hop on the Dance floor. I can't wait till James is of age then he'll be coming with me to the Bar ^o^. I have my good friend Zack coming tonight with a date. She's so nice and beautiful, I'm so happy for him. Much better then his last girlfriend.... she was just crazy!
Taxes are coming up. I just got a call from my H+R Block girl saying that I can come in on any day and get them done with her. I do not know if I'm going to do that or have my dad take them in. I might go but I'm still thinking about it.
I got a new Laptop the other day, now I can play WOW (World of Warcraft) Much easier. Speaking of which I'm going to go do that now ^o^
Chim chim cherru
Chichi
One thing that has been bugging me as of late is the increasing messages to my boyfriend (James) from his Ex.(Bitch Pants McSlutty) I want to go up to her and tell her to piss off, because he's mine, always has been , and never will want her again. I want to be mean to her. This is a rare chance for me to be like this. Hell, I had a Husband to be ( which was a complete Jack Ass, but that's beside the point) and I find out that he's be sleeping around. ( Doesn't help that I was in Ontario and he was in BC. Fucking dick head... Back to the point) I didn't really care much, hell it didn't really matter. At that point, it hit me. I really didn't love him like I though I did. We had been going off and on for the last 5 years and he just up and fucks another girl... right like I'm going to stay after that. Well before I am able to break it off with him. He phones me ( By The Way , I took my Vacation to go see him in BC , find out what happens, he's a fucking DushBag) about two days after I return home. There and then, " I can't do this" ... I was like "GOD DAMN IT YOU FUCKING DICK WOD CUNT". That was my waste of three months. That's right we were again together for a very small amount of time. Back to the other topic. I wasn't as made with him as I am with this chick. Want to know why???
I love James with all my heart.
Me and James had been going out for about three years before I broke it off. I broke it off because I thought I knew what I wanted. I was SOO WRONG. I spent a year of literally hell, blood, tears and pain. I was kicked out of my parents around November of 2006. Lived with a good buddy of mine Dan and his girlfriend (Sherrie), and her mom(Robin) + mom's boyfriend ( Mark, soon to be husband). Wasn't to bad till Mark got all pissy at me and what not. So after a year of the "Dirty Town House" that seems like I was the only one cleaning. Ya that got boring really fast. I moved back in with my parents in Dec 2007. That's right one year later. If I had it my way I would have kicked everyone else out. (LOL) No not really. That would be to mean.
So James and I have been together since Sept - Oct 2007. If I could go back in time I would have never broken it off. We would be in a stronger relationship and I would have had time to spend with my little Nephew Zack ^o^.
So that brings us up to today. Its Tues. so that means I go to a Goth bar , get a drink or to and hop on the Dance floor. I can't wait till James is of age then he'll be coming with me to the Bar ^o^. I have my good friend Zack coming tonight with a date. She's so nice and beautiful, I'm so happy for him. Much better then his last girlfriend.... she was just crazy!
Taxes are coming up. I just got a call from my H+R Block girl saying that I can come in on any day and get them done with her. I do not know if I'm going to do that or have my dad take them in. I might go but I'm still thinking about it.
I got a new Laptop the other day, now I can play WOW (World of Warcraft) Much easier. Speaking of which I'm going to go do that now ^o^
Chim chim cherru
Chichi