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omg i havent updated for a while...
ok! so rowing is back on!
i found that my grades were so much better when i had to row becuz i had preasure to work under....i always work better under presure for some reason...almost like....if im given to much time then ill just put it off, but if i have to do something thats due...like...the next day, i freak out and do it lilke non-other and get a great grade on it! like my i-search. that thing was fricking sweet! i got like an A+ on that bitch! but that was years ago.
things going on now...i feel like....i dunno what i feel like...
i dont have a best friend here.
i used to have 3...but...yah i fucked that up! yaaay go me.
i feel like all i have are aquantinces... but they dont even really like me....i mean there is the few people that really make my day worth while...but... i dunno im being selfish arent i...im sorry.
hahah i love being a girl sometimes...
today i had an ok day that was completly ruined by 5th period, thanks to me.
my mum says that once a month i have a totally freaked out day where i cry and everything is worthless, im worthless, and i eat at taco bell and drink apple juice.
today was that day.
go me.
crying really screws up your make-up eh.
<3jessie
ok! so rowing is back on!
i found that my grades were so much better when i had to row becuz i had preasure to work under....i always work better under presure for some reason...almost like....if im given to much time then ill just put it off, but if i have to do something thats due...like...the next day, i freak out and do it lilke non-other and get a great grade on it! like my i-search. that thing was fricking sweet! i got like an A+ on that bitch! but that was years ago.
things going on now...i feel like....i dunno what i feel like...
i dont have a best friend here.
i used to have 3...but...yah i fucked that up! yaaay go me.
i feel like all i have are aquantinces... but they dont even really like me....i mean there is the few people that really make my day worth while...but... i dunno im being selfish arent i...im sorry.
hahah i love being a girl sometimes...
today i had an ok day that was completly ruined by 5th period, thanks to me.
my mum says that once a month i have a totally freaked out day where i cry and everything is worthless, im worthless, and i eat at taco bell and drink apple juice.
today was that day.
go me.
crying really screws up your make-up eh.
<3jessie