It never ends!
I am so sick of bills! I just want to have enough money to not have to really worry about them. I don't even want to add any to my plate...I just want enough to no worry about how much is in my bank account. If a bill is due...I want to pay it. I don't want to play the wait till the last second game anymore!
I found out today that I only have 8 payments left on my car...just 8! Isn't that amazing. But you know how it is...when you get to the end of something, you want to rush it through...be done with it. Like at the end of a good book. You can't seem to move your eyes fast enough...you just want to know what happens. Well, I just want to never get another bill from Ford Credit again! Or at least a few years. I just want it to be done.
But I don't have the money to just pay it off. God I wish I did. If I forget about eating and putting gas in my car or doing anything at all other than pay my car payment...I could have it paid off in 2.5 paychecks! But...that isn't logical. No. I can't do that. I have to eat. I have to put gas in my car. I have to pay my phone bill and my Credit Card bill and I have to go to Chicago and buy presents for my sisters wedding. I just can't do that. No matter how much I wish I could...i don't have the means necessary.
8 more...that's it...8 more. And just thinking of that makes me happy. That it is to a point where I can say a number everytime I make a payment...and it's single diget.
On another note, I have to stay here at FasTrack till like 10 tonight. That is the last thing I want to do. But then I gotta think of it as $20 bucks an hour...to babysit. That is esentially what Kids Night Out is...babysitting. And I just remembered I forgot to bring movies for the kiddies. Oh brother! I hope Rebecca isn't on her way and she gets my message I just left her.
Stress......AH!
I found out today that I only have 8 payments left on my car...just 8! Isn't that amazing. But you know how it is...when you get to the end of something, you want to rush it through...be done with it. Like at the end of a good book. You can't seem to move your eyes fast enough...you just want to know what happens. Well, I just want to never get another bill from Ford Credit again! Or at least a few years. I just want it to be done.
But I don't have the money to just pay it off. God I wish I did. If I forget about eating and putting gas in my car or doing anything at all other than pay my car payment...I could have it paid off in 2.5 paychecks! But...that isn't logical. No. I can't do that. I have to eat. I have to put gas in my car. I have to pay my phone bill and my Credit Card bill and I have to go to Chicago and buy presents for my sisters wedding. I just can't do that. No matter how much I wish I could...i don't have the means necessary.
8 more...that's it...8 more. And just thinking of that makes me happy. That it is to a point where I can say a number everytime I make a payment...and it's single diget.
On another note, I have to stay here at FasTrack till like 10 tonight. That is the last thing I want to do. But then I gotta think of it as $20 bucks an hour...to babysit. That is esentially what Kids Night Out is...babysitting. And I just remembered I forgot to bring movies for the kiddies. Oh brother! I hope Rebecca isn't on her way and she gets my message I just left her.
Stress......AH!