where to go from here? up, of course. there's no way but up!
Honestly?
I'm sick of putting all my effort in and seeing it go nowhere.
Honestly honestly?
These types of heartbreaking events are what make me stronger, smarter, and better than before---
But
Honestly honestly honestly?
I'm tired of these "trying times" and "learning experiences" and fuck, they're stupid mistakes no need for freaking euphemisms. I'm just really really sick of it all and...
I don't know. I think I need to rethink things because every day, my heart gets shattered and every week, my dreams decide it'd be funny to run far, far away from me.
Maybe I'll concede and admit to the fact I need a new dream, but wouldn't that be tantamount to giving up? Ugh.
I don't know anything anymore!!!