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*I've oficially decided to totally let go of all feelings i have for Troy...its not worth the pain anymore. I think it will be easier if i just stop hoping something will maybe happen bc i know it won't. So all away mssg's we're deleted from my computer, i put away all pictures,jewelry,letters,everything like that. I'm not listening to songs that remind me of him anymore or trying to talk to him at all. Just letting go ALL TOGETHER! Even though i've said it before i mean it this time...i've been sad for WAY too long. It's time to move on and find somebody new. Soo the last goodbye is always the hardest... but i think i'm ready for whatever it has for me.. SOO GOODBYE TROY! lol i dont think he reads this anymore but oh well.