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i think it's funny how people you once thought you were friends with- think that you have little to no impact on their lives anymore (bad wording and sentence structure, but the point remains) I just find it sad that I made no impression of her- or atleast none that she remembers. high school was a joke.
it is strange. i'm in college and i'm learning for the first time who my real friends were. people who still care what is going on. people who still bother to call.
i really miss home right now. i wish i could talk to my parents right now too, but it'll be another 5 days before I can do that. (They are on a 10 day cruise with my sisters-- oh how i wish i was with them)
i miss ted too. it's funny how i watch other people's relationships crack apart around me. i wonder if ted and i are just special, like if we figured it all out or just lucky- OR if i'm limiting myself and holding on to something that i want to work so badly that i'm willing to give up traditional experiences.
i decided not to go to the debate tournament this weekend. one because i've have tons of work allllll week and mother of a public policy test that i took today that was worth 1/3 of my grade (i think i did well) and i have 2 papers due monday. so yeah, i gave up another trip. i just don't really like parli and i never feel like i will. it's not LD and it isn't with my old friends. it just isn't the right fit.
i cannnnnnot wait for thanksgiving, my first real time home from college. I PLAN ON SPENING IT WITH THE PEOPLE I KNOW CARE ABOUT ME, the people that made lasting impacts on me, and I them.
good luck to all those freshman in the next 2 weeks.... fucking end of the semester really does suck!
it is strange. i'm in college and i'm learning for the first time who my real friends were. people who still care what is going on. people who still bother to call.
i really miss home right now. i wish i could talk to my parents right now too, but it'll be another 5 days before I can do that. (They are on a 10 day cruise with my sisters-- oh how i wish i was with them)
i miss ted too. it's funny how i watch other people's relationships crack apart around me. i wonder if ted and i are just special, like if we figured it all out or just lucky- OR if i'm limiting myself and holding on to something that i want to work so badly that i'm willing to give up traditional experiences.
i decided not to go to the debate tournament this weekend. one because i've have tons of work allllll week and mother of a public policy test that i took today that was worth 1/3 of my grade (i think i did well) and i have 2 papers due monday. so yeah, i gave up another trip. i just don't really like parli and i never feel like i will. it's not LD and it isn't with my old friends. it just isn't the right fit.
i cannnnnnot wait for thanksgiving, my first real time home from college. I PLAN ON SPENING IT WITH THE PEOPLE I KNOW CARE ABOUT ME, the people that made lasting impacts on me, and I them.
good luck to all those freshman in the next 2 weeks.... fucking end of the semester really does suck!