May 01, 2005 02:12
jordan,
you were a brother to me, and one of my best friends. i still kinda beleive i'm going to wake up from a night mare or the doctor is gonna revive you. i remember all the good times we had like the great pier point fire of 1972 or pug eyed jackies house. we hit it tonight, all of us. there must have been like 20 people beating the shit out of her house and we all scattered. i hit the wrong hosue fucking drop kicked the garage door. i remember thinking about our futures and having you as uncle jordan and you baby sitting my kids or having you over when we were all grown up jsut talking about pier point. i guess suzanna will never get to marry you and live in a castle. jordan u break everything, but then again you always fixed it some how. everything happens for a reason. there had better be a good goddam reason for the world to lose out on jordan carver. you were a god among men jordan. you could put a smile on anyone's face and make the dullest thing fun. no one will ever replace you jordan, no one. i will remember you for all time and we'll all meet up again when we die. when we do it'll be manhunt in P.P. all over again. pierpointe posse fo' life! God i just wish this wasn't real. why did it have to be you jordan. i love you jordan carver, all of us do. i jsut hope i can get bak to normal, this is really tearing me apart. i died on the inside when my mom heard the news, i hope i can jsut get bak to the happy joe cano every1 knew. i'm jsut so depressed and hurt...