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i'm not exactly sure what i'm doing in college or if i want to keep doing it. i mean the actual college classes thing. not the people or the living situation or anything. i mean i don't know why i'm in classes that don't really matter to me and that i'm just going to get bad grades in or stress myself out over because i don't do the work. i don't know what i want to be later in life, but i don't feel like it's going to be something that college is going to help me with (besides the fact that college education helps people get employed, i know). the only thing i can see myself being that i would definitely need an education for is being a teacher or something. other than that... there are definitely classes that i want to take, mostly visual arts classes, or creative writing, or like film production. but even that isn't something i want to do as a career. who knows.