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Wow.
I was reading my old journal entry. The one right about when I got my grades for last quarter, and now I realize I'm going to be getting my grades for this quarter soon as well, and honestly I don't want to be bragging, but truly it's because of my growth and by God's grace that I've been able to do that. I've become so much more mature in the way I percieve things. I mean, I still have a lot to learn, but I'm so glad to see myself growing. I think that's the best about journaling about things online. You tend to write whatever, you know? And you just not think about it. It's not like your personal journals, at least for me, when I write in mine, I try to make it all deep or I try to find certain moments be the center of my topic, whereas these online journals, even though they're just whatevers, it's what we consider for the world to see, it entails so much more.
That angry man on my entry where I ranted about failing ochem. followed by the words "life sucks". I don't know, I can't say what I will and will not say when I get my grades this quarter, but I really hope that I can just be at peace with myself, and know that grades are not my life. my life depends only on one thing, and that's Christ alone.
For most of you guys in the LJ world, I know you guys probably haven't really "seen/read" this side of me, cuz journal online has been less and less appealing, but I do encourage you guys (if you're curious) to ask me questions about anything. If not, it's cool too, I just wanted to write this down so I could have something in the future, and just be all like, man I can't believe I wrote this, I was still so dumb then, and to think I learned so much that I'm so wise already. hahaha. Yeah. Just thoughts, but I wanted to write ;)..
Peace out homies.
i miss you guys a lot (SJ/LELAND people).
and i miss you too cecilia, if you write in LJ anymore.
I was reading my old journal entry. The one right about when I got my grades for last quarter, and now I realize I'm going to be getting my grades for this quarter soon as well, and honestly I don't want to be bragging, but truly it's because of my growth and by God's grace that I've been able to do that. I've become so much more mature in the way I percieve things. I mean, I still have a lot to learn, but I'm so glad to see myself growing. I think that's the best about journaling about things online. You tend to write whatever, you know? And you just not think about it. It's not like your personal journals, at least for me, when I write in mine, I try to make it all deep or I try to find certain moments be the center of my topic, whereas these online journals, even though they're just whatevers, it's what we consider for the world to see, it entails so much more.
That angry man on my entry where I ranted about failing ochem. followed by the words "life sucks". I don't know, I can't say what I will and will not say when I get my grades this quarter, but I really hope that I can just be at peace with myself, and know that grades are not my life. my life depends only on one thing, and that's Christ alone.
For most of you guys in the LJ world, I know you guys probably haven't really "seen/read" this side of me, cuz journal online has been less and less appealing, but I do encourage you guys (if you're curious) to ask me questions about anything. If not, it's cool too, I just wanted to write this down so I could have something in the future, and just be all like, man I can't believe I wrote this, I was still so dumb then, and to think I learned so much that I'm so wise already. hahaha. Yeah. Just thoughts, but I wanted to write ;)..
Peace out homies.
i miss you guys a lot (SJ/LELAND people).
and i miss you too cecilia, if you write in LJ anymore.