the more we try to change the more we stay the same...
i have 20 min left of my final shift at the sears essentials in palatine. i will start work at the sears grand store in gurnee on monday at 9 AM. its been a long time in coming, but i am reday to get into a store where there will be more for me to do and a bit more excitment.
i go back (under protest) to school on tuesday. for various reasons i do not want to go back but the way i see it is, i go back, bust my ass and get good grades and time will pass much quicker. not to mention i can prolly get into naropa for grad school. i have a lot planned for these enxt two years to make attending naropa possible for me. in order to do so my year is gonna be like this: school, work, and maybe a little music. everything else that arises will be considered a secondary priority. shit, even the music is toeing the line of a secondary priority. i guess i'm just burned out on lake forest college. i am just ready to be done...unfortunantly for me it is two years before i actually will be done.
i guess i have to just deal with it and wait.
...and i'll wait if it takes forever.
i go back (under protest) to school on tuesday. for various reasons i do not want to go back but the way i see it is, i go back, bust my ass and get good grades and time will pass much quicker. not to mention i can prolly get into naropa for grad school. i have a lot planned for these enxt two years to make attending naropa possible for me. in order to do so my year is gonna be like this: school, work, and maybe a little music. everything else that arises will be considered a secondary priority. shit, even the music is toeing the line of a secondary priority. i guess i'm just burned out on lake forest college. i am just ready to be done...unfortunantly for me it is two years before i actually will be done.
i guess i have to just deal with it and wait.
...and i'll wait if it takes forever.