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I ended up in hospital 2 weeks ago.. they still don't know what's wrong with me, all the tests they did on me came back inconclusive.
I can't eat anymore. I've lost my appetite completely.
My car got stolen Sunday afternoon. I'll probably never see it again.
I seem to be at the epicentre of all that's fucked up. I've lost faith in life itself. I tried to be everything to everyone and have nothing to show for it but regret.
Even when i thought things couldn't possibly get any worse, life goes.. "Haha, yeah right.. FUCK YOU!" and drop kicks you in the guts.
I don't know whether to laugh hysterically or put a gun to my head, maybe i could do both at the same time.
I'm completely numb now. It's not comfortable and it's not uncomfortable, it just is.
I can't eat anymore. I've lost my appetite completely.
My car got stolen Sunday afternoon. I'll probably never see it again.
I seem to be at the epicentre of all that's fucked up. I've lost faith in life itself. I tried to be everything to everyone and have nothing to show for it but regret.
Even when i thought things couldn't possibly get any worse, life goes.. "Haha, yeah right.. FUCK YOU!" and drop kicks you in the guts.
I don't know whether to laugh hysterically or put a gun to my head, maybe i could do both at the same time.
I'm completely numb now. It's not comfortable and it's not uncomfortable, it just is.