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I'm close to breaking point. I doubt my life could get any worse than it currently is.
I'm unemployed, which maked me feel like a worthless piece of shit.
My friends are deserting me. People who i truely thought cared for me just want nothing to do with me anymore and i haven't done anything wrong. I guess i don't deserve the respect of knowing why i'm such a fuckup.
And to top it all off.. My Mum is dying. She's going into hospital on Friday for a few operations. She's seen so many doctors and specialists and they still can't pinpoint what's wrong with her.
I'm gonna snap.
I'm unemployed, which maked me feel like a worthless piece of shit.
My friends are deserting me. People who i truely thought cared for me just want nothing to do with me anymore and i haven't done anything wrong. I guess i don't deserve the respect of knowing why i'm such a fuckup.
And to top it all off.. My Mum is dying. She's going into hospital on Friday for a few operations. She's seen so many doctors and specialists and they still can't pinpoint what's wrong with her.
I'm gonna snap.