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hey everyone, I guess I'm a drama queen.
You know what Dennis, you knew I needed you, you chose not to care about that. You even said there was no reason you didn't call me, you just didn't.
You're so hung up on me believing that you care.
simple things prove it.
simple things that you CAN'T do.
you won't.
So if you want me to believe you care, then prove it. Not that hard. When I need you, and you'd rather do EVERYTHING BUT be there for me.... what does that show?
So I'll continue to be a drama queen, if that's what you think I am, and you can continue to live your life without me, and have a "great time".
But just know I'll be doing the same.
I'm not going to feel bad because you're never around.
I will occupy the time I usually waste waiting for you, with other things.
I will talk to people who care about me, and who will be there for me, and who will actually want to help, instead of thinking I'm just saying the things I say to complain.
The last thing I want is to be miserable.
So from now on, I will do what makes me happy.
If you want to be what makes me happy, then you'll find a way.
If not, I'll find my own way.
You know what Dennis, you knew I needed you, you chose not to care about that. You even said there was no reason you didn't call me, you just didn't.
You're so hung up on me believing that you care.
simple things prove it.
simple things that you CAN'T do.
you won't.
So if you want me to believe you care, then prove it. Not that hard. When I need you, and you'd rather do EVERYTHING BUT be there for me.... what does that show?
So I'll continue to be a drama queen, if that's what you think I am, and you can continue to live your life without me, and have a "great time".
But just know I'll be doing the same.
I'm not going to feel bad because you're never around.
I will occupy the time I usually waste waiting for you, with other things.
I will talk to people who care about me, and who will be there for me, and who will actually want to help, instead of thinking I'm just saying the things I say to complain.
The last thing I want is to be miserable.
So from now on, I will do what makes me happy.
If you want to be what makes me happy, then you'll find a way.
If not, I'll find my own way.