As it Builds
Well plans have been discussed and i feel as though everything is moving in slow motion. The more i anticipate leaving, or seeing someone again the more my life seems to either turn down a rocky path or to take its sweet time looking at the squished bugs on the ground. Either way i feel as though my life is spitting at me and torturing me. I'm just waiting for everything to get worse...
Longing is a strong feeling...I despise it. Why couldn't it just be lust...i can handle lust...but longing is more painful than anything I have felt recently. I dont have much more to say so i leave a song.
Dotted With Hearts---HorrorPops
I have lost my heart
To as boy who can't be mine
I have fallen in love, with no use,
I dont know how i came to be on this cloud
I want to be in your arms again
Holding hands and never leave but,
(Chrous)
All I can do is dream about you and me in NeverLand
But all it is, is a fantasy although its heavenly
Its a teenage dream,
All wrapped in pink and dotted wtih hearts
I day dream of what might and could come
But then the truth creeps up on me
and I begin to cry
I wish we never met, Then it wasnt so sad
And I'd stop thinking about you.
(I was walking down the beach honey
the moon is shining oh so bright
I'm looking at the stars
Thinking back on our very last night
Ooh baby, we will forever be apart
I should have told you that we were never meant to be
I knew that from the very start
Im sorry, I really Am)
Yea that song (the part thats not in parenthesis) is totally how i feel...like all the time. I think i need to end that feeling...sex? Maybe. Anything to get my mind off...everything.
Longing is a strong feeling...I despise it. Why couldn't it just be lust...i can handle lust...but longing is more painful than anything I have felt recently. I dont have much more to say so i leave a song.
Dotted With Hearts---HorrorPops
I have lost my heart
To as boy who can't be mine
I have fallen in love, with no use,
I dont know how i came to be on this cloud
I want to be in your arms again
Holding hands and never leave but,
(Chrous)
All I can do is dream about you and me in NeverLand
But all it is, is a fantasy although its heavenly
Its a teenage dream,
All wrapped in pink and dotted wtih hearts
I day dream of what might and could come
But then the truth creeps up on me
and I begin to cry
I wish we never met, Then it wasnt so sad
And I'd stop thinking about you.
(I was walking down the beach honey
the moon is shining oh so bright
I'm looking at the stars
Thinking back on our very last night
Ooh baby, we will forever be apart
I should have told you that we were never meant to be
I knew that from the very start
Im sorry, I really Am)
Yea that song (the part thats not in parenthesis) is totally how i feel...like all the time. I think i need to end that feeling...sex? Maybe. Anything to get my mind off...everything.