So, I was reading entries from my journal in the summer of 2005 and I came across this one:
http://chewmilk.livejournal.com/58291.html (really, you want to check it out)
It occurred to me that minus all the depression and the fresh breakup, I want that back. I want those people in my life again in a big way. I miss the days when people were unpretentious. I don't miss smoking, but I miss the things that went on while we were smoking.
I want to go back to 2005 and try to appreciate what I had.
More than that, I want to be funny again. This isn't funny, but someday I might be again.