The distance between what is and what will never be...
My week has started off bad. Yesterday was the worst day I've had in probably 2 months. Today isn't much better. The difference between now and a few months ago is this:
A few months ago there would already be some stupid introspective emo crap up here to solicite pity and empathy and advice from you. But today, instead of dwelling on how I wish things were, I'm going to dwell on the things that are good instead.
I know you've all heard this before, but today I need it. I need to remind myself of all the good to counteract the bad
- I have a great job
- I have amazingly fun friends
- I have the best family a girl could ask for (well, most of them)
- I have a rad boyfriend
- I have a fancy new car
- I have the ability to enjoy all these things.
There is too much good to let a little bit of bad news wreck an entire week. This is stupid and it's childish, and it smells suspiciously like immature, competitive jealousy. Which, incidentally, smells like the old me. The new me is way more rocknroll than all that.
Hello? New me? Are you here? Please come out to play.
A few months ago there would already be some stupid introspective emo crap up here to solicite pity and empathy and advice from you. But today, instead of dwelling on how I wish things were, I'm going to dwell on the things that are good instead.
I know you've all heard this before, but today I need it. I need to remind myself of all the good to counteract the bad
- I have a great job
- I have amazingly fun friends
- I have the best family a girl could ask for (well, most of them)
- I have a rad boyfriend
- I have a fancy new car
- I have the ability to enjoy all these things.
There is too much good to let a little bit of bad news wreck an entire week. This is stupid and it's childish, and it smells suspiciously like immature, competitive jealousy. Which, incidentally, smells like the old me. The new me is way more rocknroll than all that.
Hello? New me? Are you here? Please come out to play.