My dreams and memories...
Things to remember:
*Long Ago
*My sister being my best friend.
*Having one friend, Kat
*Ritualisticly spending every saturday and sunday with Kathrine
*Meeting Kat at a mexican restraunt, too long ago to remember what age
*Alice's house and how she peed in the tub
*Meeting Catrina at the Science Fair
*Playing Pok'emon
*Flirting with Walter and then running away because we got too close.
*Laine the Chipmunk king, and how we almost had a thing. Hey, he had ADHD!!!
*My first crush on Joey Frasco
*Chasing boys on the playground like I was a bull
*My daddy taking me on walks looking for Big Foot
*6th grade
*The "Sailor Scout" crew
*Fighting "bad guys" outside the school.
*Playing with my lunch box
*Arm wrestling Ben
*Thinking I drew awsome when I SUCKED BALLS!
*beliving I was a part of a fairytale
* Getting to skip gym and music for band (heck yes!)
*Princess Mononoke
*The fights me and Sarah had
*Seeing Sean pick his nose (Me and Sarah in gym)
*Sleepover parties with the "Sailor Scouts" and being afraid of a tree THAT SO LOOKED LIKE A MANGLED BODY
7th Grade
*THE 7th GRADE LUNCH TABLE (WHOOP WHOOP)
*Power of the Pen ( <3<3<3)
*Getting turned down for the first time (sean)
*Asking someone out for the first time (sean)
*Realizing Im not that special
*Not too many S.Scout sleepovers anymore..
*My first period, and me and Catrina discussing it on the bus the next day
*Me and Catrina saying boys were gross
*Miss Walker calling me honey
*How happy I was when I got to do my report on Artimes
*Being called a boy by almost all my teachers
*Meeting and befriending Jess
*Too many Role playing notebooks to count
*Fred and George............
*COFFEE!!
*SUPER MATH MAN
*The bus to choffin
*Climbing four flights of stairs a day
*Running into brick walls
*Miss Hagmen,
*Mr B
*Mr G
* Getting to go inside a teachers house (Miss Walker)
*My first F
*Talking in third person
*Acting like Edward
*Getting the whole bus to sing "THE SONG THAT NEVER ENDS"
*spitball fights.
*8th grade
*The first time I shed my own blood
*The first time I cried over a boy (sean)
*The YOUGURT EXPLOSION OF 2003
*Missing Choffin
*Gym with Sean, Catrina and Bob.
*Me and Jessica
*Waffle and Pancake comics
*My first kiss
*First boyfriend
*First regrets
*Mr Brady was gay...
*Spanish, throwing paper balls
*Teasing Sean before I dated him
*Me and Janet saying Sean and Ben were gay and naming everywhere they did it, (ben in a tu-tu) and Sarah was thrown in
*Meeting Steve
*Falling in love at first sight
*The skate zone
*Meeting Sami
*Me Sarah and Jess playing and trading pokemon cards in Miss Hagmens study hall
*Breaking up with Sean, and after all that happened, feeling nothing.
*Vex Fest
*9th Grade
*Steve
*First time someone kissed me and I didn't mind
*Feeling insecure
*Wanting to grow up
*being reckless
*Being more out going
*flirting more
*stupid mistakes
*thinking the drama club was the neatest thing on earth
*Meeting Kaitlin and liking her automatcly coz we both wore balls first day of school
*Fighting With Catrina
*regretting that
*Fighting with Jess
*I don't regret it, nothing could stop it, but Im not all to blame....>.<
*Losing most of my close friends,
*The EE
*Alex moves to town
*STUPID MISTAKES
*councling.
*The first time I drink..
*Getting drunk at a familly gathering and loving it
*The first words Allen heard from me "You got a problem with my balls?"
*Challanging the man (and losing)
*Growing up.
*My first kiss with Topper, ontop of a parking garage, (I was so lost..looking for something.)
*Expecting Topper to not follow up, and not really caring at first..
*Giving up on living like a Fairy Tale
*Missing spending time with Sarah
*Giving up on ever being the same with Kathrine
*Getting drunk with Matt and Alex
*The gravel pits...
*The Dome on my birthday, and accidently pulling Steves boxers and pants down infront of dancing mike and company, then giving him a candy necklace for \'showing skin"
*Pirate school
*Annoying Whiney Guy
*Teasing Brittant, but accepting her into the group at the same time
*Halloween
*Some how becoming Rays friend
*Jess being gone for months it seemed
*Feeling alone
*English Class with Mother Conner *twitch*
*Mr Patrones shiny head.
Things I dream of doing
*seeing Venice
*seeing the ocean at night, so the stars everything dark and I can listen to the sounds of the sea
*living in a small cottage, covered in roses.
*seeing all the stars..then watching the sun rise
*skating or biking in chaney halls during school hours
*Streaking through Chaney during school hours
*Doing something that will make everyone love me.
*Being forgiven, but never forgot.
*slow dancing underneath a waterfall.
*A Fairy Tale Romance..
*having a never ending supply of puppies that never grow old
*living in France
*travling across the sea in a boat (although Im terrified of it..)
*seeing the Loch Ness Monster
*Meeting David Bowie
*publishing any of my 'work'
*to have a love that lasts forever, no matter what.
*to dress up like a mime and follow people around
*to learn to swing dance
*to learn to tap dance again.
*to grow big pretty butterfly wings
*to have summer never end
*to be able to make a desicion instead of being so indesicive.
Fears
What people may really thinking
Being alone
Hell being real
Losing something out of fear again
Not being able to fix friendships that I broke.
What I miss most:
Looking up to my sister
Beliving.
Friends I lost...
>
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>>>>This is all I am.<<
*Long Ago
*My sister being my best friend.
*Having one friend, Kat
*Ritualisticly spending every saturday and sunday with Kathrine
*Meeting Kat at a mexican restraunt, too long ago to remember what age
*Alice's house and how she peed in the tub
*Meeting Catrina at the Science Fair
*Playing Pok'emon
*Flirting with Walter and then running away because we got too close.
*Laine the Chipmunk king, and how we almost had a thing. Hey, he had ADHD!!!
*My first crush on Joey Frasco
*Chasing boys on the playground like I was a bull
*My daddy taking me on walks looking for Big Foot
*6th grade
*The "Sailor Scout" crew
*Fighting "bad guys" outside the school.
*Playing with my lunch box
*Arm wrestling Ben
*Thinking I drew awsome when I SUCKED BALLS!
*beliving I was a part of a fairytale
* Getting to skip gym and music for band (heck yes!)
*Princess Mononoke
*The fights me and Sarah had
*Seeing Sean pick his nose (Me and Sarah in gym)
*Sleepover parties with the "Sailor Scouts" and being afraid of a tree THAT SO LOOKED LIKE A MANGLED BODY
7th Grade
*THE 7th GRADE LUNCH TABLE (WHOOP WHOOP)
*Power of the Pen ( <3<3<3)
*Getting turned down for the first time (sean)
*Asking someone out for the first time (sean)
*Realizing Im not that special
*Not too many S.Scout sleepovers anymore..
*My first period, and me and Catrina discussing it on the bus the next day
*Me and Catrina saying boys were gross
*Miss Walker calling me honey
*How happy I was when I got to do my report on Artimes
*Being called a boy by almost all my teachers
*Meeting and befriending Jess
*Too many Role playing notebooks to count
*Fred and George............
*COFFEE!!
*SUPER MATH MAN
*The bus to choffin
*Climbing four flights of stairs a day
*Running into brick walls
*Miss Hagmen,
*Mr B
*Mr G
* Getting to go inside a teachers house (Miss Walker)
*My first F
*Talking in third person
*Acting like Edward
*Getting the whole bus to sing "THE SONG THAT NEVER ENDS"
*spitball fights.
*8th grade
*The first time I shed my own blood
*The first time I cried over a boy (sean)
*The YOUGURT EXPLOSION OF 2003
*Missing Choffin
*Gym with Sean, Catrina and Bob.
*Me and Jessica
*Waffle and Pancake comics
*My first kiss
*First boyfriend
*First regrets
*Mr Brady was gay...
*Spanish, throwing paper balls
*Teasing Sean before I dated him
*Me and Janet saying Sean and Ben were gay and naming everywhere they did it, (ben in a tu-tu) and Sarah was thrown in
*Meeting Steve
*Falling in love at first sight
*The skate zone
*Meeting Sami
*Me Sarah and Jess playing and trading pokemon cards in Miss Hagmens study hall
*Breaking up with Sean, and after all that happened, feeling nothing.
*Vex Fest
*9th Grade
*Steve
*First time someone kissed me and I didn't mind
*Feeling insecure
*Wanting to grow up
*being reckless
*Being more out going
*flirting more
*stupid mistakes
*thinking the drama club was the neatest thing on earth
*Meeting Kaitlin and liking her automatcly coz we both wore balls first day of school
*Fighting With Catrina
*regretting that
*Fighting with Jess
*I don't regret it, nothing could stop it, but Im not all to blame....>.<
*Losing most of my close friends,
*The EE
*Alex moves to town
*STUPID MISTAKES
*councling.
*The first time I drink..
*Getting drunk at a familly gathering and loving it
*The first words Allen heard from me "You got a problem with my balls?"
*Challanging the man (and losing)
*Growing up.
*My first kiss with Topper, ontop of a parking garage, (I was so lost..looking for something.)
*Expecting Topper to not follow up, and not really caring at first..
*Giving up on living like a Fairy Tale
*Missing spending time with Sarah
*Giving up on ever being the same with Kathrine
*Getting drunk with Matt and Alex
*The gravel pits...
*The Dome on my birthday, and accidently pulling Steves boxers and pants down infront of dancing mike and company, then giving him a candy necklace for \'showing skin"
*Pirate school
*Annoying Whiney Guy
*Teasing Brittant, but accepting her into the group at the same time
*Halloween
*Some how becoming Rays friend
*Jess being gone for months it seemed
*Feeling alone
*English Class with Mother Conner *twitch*
*Mr Patrones shiny head.
Things I dream of doing
*seeing Venice
*seeing the ocean at night, so the stars everything dark and I can listen to the sounds of the sea
*living in a small cottage, covered in roses.
*seeing all the stars..then watching the sun rise
*skating or biking in chaney halls during school hours
*Streaking through Chaney during school hours
*Doing something that will make everyone love me.
*Being forgiven, but never forgot.
*slow dancing underneath a waterfall.
*A Fairy Tale Romance..
*having a never ending supply of puppies that never grow old
*living in France
*travling across the sea in a boat (although Im terrified of it..)
*seeing the Loch Ness Monster
*Meeting David Bowie
*publishing any of my 'work'
*to have a love that lasts forever, no matter what.
*to dress up like a mime and follow people around
*to learn to swing dance
*to learn to tap dance again.
*to grow big pretty butterfly wings
*to have summer never end
*to be able to make a desicion instead of being so indesicive.
Fears
What people may really thinking
Being alone
Hell being real
Losing something out of fear again
Not being able to fix friendships that I broke.
What I miss most:
Looking up to my sister
Beliving.
Friends I lost...
>
>>>
>>>>This is all I am.<<