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[chewies]

A lot has been going on but I'm not sure how much of it to reveal. There's been another guy but I don't think it's going anywhere. But I'm ok. I'm not so emotionally involved with this one. If it doesn't work out, then it doesn't. But I hate the wondering. I wish he would just call and respond to the message I left him. I didn't bitch him out. I just told the truth about how I feel. But that was yesterday afternoon and I haven't heard from him. Maybe it's for the best. But I would still like to know what he's thinking.

I'm seeing Kirk tomorrow for the first time in three months or so. We haven't talked much at all, so it might be weird, but we'll see.