If she wouldve been in my position she wouldve done it sooner...
I have nothing to be sorry for.
Somehow, Ive managed to be happy.
And somehow, so has he.
If it lasts, great, if not, it was still worth it.
I taught her that.
What they had was real, but it wasnt forever.
She KNEW that.
Im not gonna say my relationship with him is.
Im not gonna say i love him more than she did.
Nobody can possibly measure any of that.
But I dont regret anything that has happened.
I only wish i didnt have to lie,
I only wish i didnt have to hurt her,
Or lose her for that matter,
But such is life.
We gave each other as much as we needed to give and receive.
Just like the other one.
Stupid reason to stop being someones friend.
Best friend. *sarcastic scoff*
Something that couldve been solved if she wouldve just talked to me.
It is called an excuse.
And ive always known that friendships dont last forever either.
I loved her nonetheless.
And im glad they have each other in the end.
Whatever.
This is retarded.
*plays violin for self pity*
To conclude,
In the immortal words of Goddess KatyPurr:
"Penis."
EDIT: i hate losing people that i love. And i resent ramsey for saying i deserve it. "Just because you dont understand doesnt mean it isnt so." I will ALWAYS stand by that. Thus i will keep losing friends. But the ones that matter are the ones that stick through the worst. I LOVE the people that i love for a reason. And i will forever miss every lost friendship, no matter how bad.
Somehow, Ive managed to be happy.
And somehow, so has he.
If it lasts, great, if not, it was still worth it.
I taught her that.
What they had was real, but it wasnt forever.
She KNEW that.
Im not gonna say my relationship with him is.
Im not gonna say i love him more than she did.
Nobody can possibly measure any of that.
But I dont regret anything that has happened.
I only wish i didnt have to lie,
I only wish i didnt have to hurt her,
Or lose her for that matter,
But such is life.
We gave each other as much as we needed to give and receive.
Just like the other one.
Stupid reason to stop being someones friend.
Best friend. *sarcastic scoff*
Something that couldve been solved if she wouldve just talked to me.
It is called an excuse.
And ive always known that friendships dont last forever either.
I loved her nonetheless.
And im glad they have each other in the end.
Whatever.
This is retarded.
*plays violin for self pity*
To conclude,
In the immortal words of Goddess KatyPurr:
"Penis."
EDIT: i hate losing people that i love. And i resent ramsey for saying i deserve it. "Just because you dont understand doesnt mean it isnt so." I will ALWAYS stand by that. Thus i will keep losing friends. But the ones that matter are the ones that stick through the worst. I LOVE the people that i love for a reason. And i will forever miss every lost friendship, no matter how bad.