im not dead i swear
wow i havent updated in forever. Theres really not too much going on to update about tho i guess. We finally r settled in the apartment and thats always good. me n joe r gettin along fine and roshiee n lowey have cheese cutting contests at night... (one night roshiee spelled the whole alphabet... and even dotted the "i") lol.
As for the drama section of my life (aka relationships and such...) theres nothing. not a damn thing. i really like this chick from work, the "cute office chick" but she has a boyfriend and that always sucks. It seems like i put myself into these endless circles that i cant get out of unless i break free. and its never fun to have the words "breaking" and "relationships" in the same paragraph.
It seems like im cought in this endless cycle of metting the girl then talking to her and getting to know her and things go good untill something happens like their brother doesnt like me, or their parents say thay cant see me till april, or they go to school really fuckin far away and become complete bitches or worst of all... they have a boyfriend. and then thats when this rollercoaster hits a sharp turn and a nosedive and then i do all i can to stop it and suddenly we're doing a flip and those few days are the worst because u have no idea what to do...everything in the world seems out of place except for when shes around but theres still always that obstacle... that brick wall i love to run head first into over and over again... hoping to maybe one day overcome it. They say the best way to oversome a obstacle is the face it head first... but what do you do when the obstacle doesnt want to face you? or ducks and dodges every chance it gets?
I dunno what to do. it seems like every chick i meet has the potential to have a great relationship with me... they all seem to know im a great guy and a awesome friend... but thats all it ever becomes...friends... and sometimes even that gets lost...
:sigh:
As for the drama section of my life (aka relationships and such...) theres nothing. not a damn thing. i really like this chick from work, the "cute office chick" but she has a boyfriend and that always sucks. It seems like i put myself into these endless circles that i cant get out of unless i break free. and its never fun to have the words "breaking" and "relationships" in the same paragraph.
It seems like im cought in this endless cycle of metting the girl then talking to her and getting to know her and things go good untill something happens like their brother doesnt like me, or their parents say thay cant see me till april, or they go to school really fuckin far away and become complete bitches or worst of all... they have a boyfriend. and then thats when this rollercoaster hits a sharp turn and a nosedive and then i do all i can to stop it and suddenly we're doing a flip and those few days are the worst because u have no idea what to do...everything in the world seems out of place except for when shes around but theres still always that obstacle... that brick wall i love to run head first into over and over again... hoping to maybe one day overcome it. They say the best way to oversome a obstacle is the face it head first... but what do you do when the obstacle doesnt want to face you? or ducks and dodges every chance it gets?
I dunno what to do. it seems like every chick i meet has the potential to have a great relationship with me... they all seem to know im a great guy and a awesome friend... but thats all it ever becomes...friends... and sometimes even that gets lost...
:sigh: