scary scary nite
since i got back ipoh...actually bfore i go back also...i can;t really sleep well in d room...
even though i m already so exhausted...but somehow feel so afraid of turning my body back...
it feels like there ll b 'someone' sitting there looking at me!
this does not apply in ipoh....i sleep so well back there...
last nite d worst!!!
i almost wanna shout to d air to leave me alone n dun ever come kacau me!!!
told pearl through phone...n he only can comfort me by saying there is nothing there n it will b fine d next morning!!!
i changed to sleep on another mattress n then i fall a sleep straight til d morning!!!n i felt myself so different when it;s day time compare at nite alone in d room!!!
sound scary but i really feels tat when comes to nite time sleeping where all d lights is off!
wondering is this just my imagination or there is something i m worrying these days?
tried sleep w d light on but feel horrible d next day like i never sleep bfore!
may b i shud play back some mantra song to sooth my feeling tonite:)
mom is back to kl n sis coming back tomorrow...
hope d sat dinner faster come n i can family frens n spend more time w d family:)
long time never go shopping liao la...
may b tat's d reason i start emotional...hahahaa
even though i m already so exhausted...but somehow feel so afraid of turning my body back...
it feels like there ll b 'someone' sitting there looking at me!
this does not apply in ipoh....i sleep so well back there...
last nite d worst!!!
i almost wanna shout to d air to leave me alone n dun ever come kacau me!!!
told pearl through phone...n he only can comfort me by saying there is nothing there n it will b fine d next morning!!!
i changed to sleep on another mattress n then i fall a sleep straight til d morning!!!n i felt myself so different when it;s day time compare at nite alone in d room!!!
sound scary but i really feels tat when comes to nite time sleeping where all d lights is off!
wondering is this just my imagination or there is something i m worrying these days?
tried sleep w d light on but feel horrible d next day like i never sleep bfore!
may b i shud play back some mantra song to sooth my feeling tonite:)
mom is back to kl n sis coming back tomorrow...
hope d sat dinner faster come n i can family frens n spend more time w d family:)
long time never go shopping liao la...
may b tat's d reason i start emotional...hahahaa