JunSu
Title: JunSu.
Author: ChevyPortia.
Genre: Fluff.
Pairing: YooSu.
Length: One Shot.
Synopsis: A short entry by YooChun about his doting boyfriend.
A/N: I got all of this by viewing all those photos from yoosuaday and oneyoosu, as well as sharingyoochun. To know what JunSu thinks of YooChun, please click on this link: YooChun Enjoy! And thanks everyone for the birthday wishes.
Kim JunSu.
That name alone gives me a tingly feeling.
He has always been there for me, even before we started dating; he was my best friend.
Although even after we realized our feelings for each other and started going out, he was still my best friend, just in a friendlier way.
I love JunSu more than anything.
He makes me feel like I can do anything when he's around.
I used to care a lot about my image, but when I'm with JunSu, that all just seems to disappear and I'm able to be the real me, and for the first time - I feel free.
Believe it or not, JunSu is the stronger one in our relationship.
He's always denying it, claiming that I am clearly the strong one and that without me he would be a wreck.
I disagree, JunSu is stronger than he gives himself credit for, he's the one who has kept this relationship working.
Try as I may, but I just end up making things worse.
JunSu is strong enough to deal with me, and that is a feat in itself.
Sometimes I think it's so surreal that we're together, but I am so glad that we are.
JunSu makes me feel better about myself, he tells me that the person I was doesn't have to be the person I have to be.
And that has now become my life motto, because God help me if i revert to my old ways.
JunSu also has this way of making me feel special.
Now don't get me wrong, I've felt hot, sexy...hell even tramp, but the way JunSu looks at me...I know he thinks I'm beautiful, so I can't help but feel it.
JunSu is someone with many talents, he can sing like an angel, he's good with his hands...in more ways than one, he can play the guitar, the piano, and well *ehem*...I'm pretty sure you can guess where else his talented hands are of good use.
But one thing that amazed me the most about JunSu, was the way I let him in completely.
I usually don't let myself get caught up in a relationship, knowing that there is a huge chance of me getting hurt, but it's different with JunSu, I know that he won't hurt me intentionally.
I know that JunSu doesn't like to be seen as the innocent little boy that everyone has to protect, but no matter what he will always be innocent.
He may not have everyone protecting him, because well...that's my job now and I'll be damned if someone takes it away from me.
I love the fact that I can protect him and just make him feel safe.
But the truth is, when JunSu feels safe, then I do too.
Like I said he makes me feel different, you know...more mushy, and so unlike the old me.
I can't breathe when he's around me, my heart beat quickens, and I can't stand to be away from him.
I love these feelings.
And my words sicken me, in a good kind of way...I have never used the word 'love' lightly.
So it most definitely means something.
But it can't. There's no way.
I, Park YooChun, am not suppose to feel this, and I am not suppose to do what I am thinking about doing.
But...as much as I deny it, I know what I want to do. I know what I want to do, but should I do it?
What if he doesn't want to?
Of course he will, and even if he didn't, it's not like he'll break up with me right?
JunSu wouldn't throw our years away just because of what I'm gonna do.
It should make our relationship stronger right?
I'm gonna tell him.
He should know that I love him, and that I want to be with him for the rest of my life.
And that I want to spend the rest of my life with him.
Now that I'm with you.
I'm gonna ask Kim JunSu to marry me, because I love him, and I want to be with him forever.
What say you?
Kim JunSu.
That name alone gives me a tingly feeling.
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